Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell
I’ve already died once,
And I woke up in this hell.
My mind is a deadly disease
I’m not always in control,
When darkness is overtaking me.
The voices don’t drown
I despise this person inside,
So I turn the mirrors around.
It’s like a switch
I go from light to dark,
From angel to bitch.
I’ve walked this life on empty
Filled with secrets & masks,
Surrounded by awful energy.
There’s an illusion in my head
Writing itself into my life,
So I’ll never die when I’m dead.
The rage turns me into stone
Injecting its shadows,
Down into my bones.
It’s screaming to open the door
The sins of this life,
Wrapped around my core.
This mind & body it stole
Because when I wake tomorrow,
I don’t know who will be in control.


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55 Responses to Diseased by darkness..

  1. Simon says:

    I get where you’re at. Cant be nice having the monster in you.

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Bernadette says:

    A frightening poem.

    Liked by 1 person

  3. You’re singing my song.

    Liked by 2 people

  4. EDC Writing says:

    I get the feeling you will never be beaten … your spirit wont allow.

    Liked by 1 person

  5. emotionsoflife2016 says:

    Phenomenal K

    Liked by 1 person

  6. I can relate, dealing with inner demons is not easy.

    Liked by 1 person

  7. Dearest Girl, God has given us this Beautiful Earth and this Precious Life, to Enjoy.
    What are your doing ? Stop such thoughts racing through your mind!!
    There is no “demon” inside you. You have only “GOD” inside you. Be Grateful for what you have in Life, because there are “people” who are praying for what Life you have.
    An Empty Mind is a Devil’s Workshop.
    The more you think Negative, the more Life for you will become Negative.
    You are born in this world for a Purpose. To grow up, to stand on your feet, to be a Mother, to Help people, to Enjoy your talents.
    You Die only Once. But You Live Life Everyday.


    • No offence I don’t believe in god, and I’m not a pessimist or negative , I’m a realist.. just because I’ve wrote about darkness doesn’t mean there isn’t no positive in my life . And I am grateful I am here today more so than most because I’ve had to survive to be here

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  8. Frank says:

    I couldn’t resist commenting. Well written!


  9. mandibelle16 says:

    Powerful and feels like it’s confusing and hard to never know.

    Liked by 1 person

  10. Rajiv says:

    Take it one day at a time

    I am thinking of getting a Loki tattoo… to recognise the trickster within all of us

    Liked by 1 person

  11. Amy says:

    I could not refrain from commenting. Exceptionally well written!


  12. lovelibertylife says:

    I love it, once again. You don’t believe in God? Come on girl, you have to believe in something higher than yourself. You appear to be a Goddess, so their must be a God. Yahweh, Jehovah, Adonai, Elohim…..Call God the Father, the Forse, the Source of Allah, or All Words….. The Master Code of the Cosmos….So many names, but none like Jesus Emanuel Hosanna and El Camino the Kingdom Domain and computer codes and binary language logo’s and l X Z the Kingdom Domain
    The letters of recommendation for a New standard of our online education without being hacked and watched is:. I am just wondering who is behind the internet marketing company which specialises in SEO search engine optimization is a laughing stock and ready to go to the Kingdom Domain. I am a self-proclaimed Prophet of God and l speak with you my phone and computer codes and..
    Sorry it doesn’t make perfect sense. I am on to something though.


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  14. lovelibertylife says:

    It’s been a while since we talked, but I pray everything is going well with you. You are very special and gifted. Learn to distinguish between the two voices in your head… I am willing to help you if you want. Just let me know by email… zboy600@gmail.com or phone 3049953345. You can call or text me.


  15. lovelibertylife says:

    I hope you get this message in the name of Jesus Christ.


  16. lovelibertylife says:

    It is 10:17 here… I am assuming it is 3:20 or so there. Ttyl precious one. You are blessed and highly favored of the Lord. How can I convince you of this? Hopefully you will receive this revelation.


  17. Kay says:

    There is apparently a bundle to realize about this.
    I suppose you made some nice points in features also. http://Bloggingspaces.com/monitor-11-killed-in-blasts-inside-syria-weapons-warehouse-6/


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