Tag Archives: Pain
Inking agony
Paper can’t handleThe ink that I spill,There’s a curse hiddenBehind my quill.Letters turn to acidPaper to ash,The alphabet criesWhen emotions clash.My writing is messyThere is no design,I don’t fix in any boxOr in-between the lines.When it comes to artYou must … Continue reading
Bottomless pit
I saw the colours The spectrum In your eyes, And I painted them red As red as the burning skies. I witnessed the light Shining through your soul, I painted it black As black as coal. I felt the goodness … Continue reading
Direction
My life is cursed Or am I the cure, My body aches For so much more. Was I created By mistake, Is there a sign Or a path to take. Is anyone else there? Or I am too blind, Living … Continue reading
Figments
The pieces are there To merge together, I’m caged in puzzles Which take forever. The symbols appear As I cross dimensions, Chasing my insanity With lots of questions. There are worlds here Masked in disguise, It’s the world we live … Continue reading
Garden of evil
Walked into a storm It started as a dream, I had slid down a path Into a lava stream. Climbed up a hill Which felt like death, Nothing could be heard Except fear in my breath. I could only look … Continue reading
Past lives in the present
I fell through lightening With broken wings, Landed in a country Of queens and kings. Thrown into the ring Like a bitch on heat, Getting knocked down To land on my feet. Turning into a monster I had to survive, … Continue reading
Porcelain
I am very similar To my porcelain skin, Smooth on the surface Yet hollow within. If you look closely You can trace the tracks, Of this worn exterior That has started to crack. As the world ticks And steals my … Continue reading
Inking agony
Paper can’t handle The ink that I spill, There’s a curse hidden Behind my quill. Letters turn to acid Paper to ash, The alphabet cries When emotions clash. My writing is messy There is no design, I don’t fix in … Continue reading
Ice Queen
She is a queen With a broken crown, Living in her ice castle In a tattered gown. Her tears and pain Are scarred onto her throne, In this kingdom of ghosts Were she walks alone. Her castle is sinking From … Continue reading
Emotions aren’t toys
You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading
Black snow
As I stand here On this empty street, Black snow falls It’s a sign of defeat. There is no hope I can’t see any flares, This feels like hatred It looks like despair. Flakes land on me They drip with … Continue reading
Nothing to lose
You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading
Walk alone
Damaged people have seen hell They don’t need Bibles, To realise why the angels fell. The little they’ve received Is the most they’ve known, Walking in the ashes Of what life has thrown. They’ve met the humans With very little … Continue reading
Expectations vs reality
All I ever wanted Was butterflies Magic & rainbows. This was mistranslated, As I received chaos Insanity, darkness & blows after blows. I wanted the freedom Of dancing in the meadows, Singing with the birds Whilst the fish Nibble my … Continue reading
Beautifully vulnerable
He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading
Zombie
He’s like a zombie Completely dead inside, He won’t keep his hands off me. Smelling the blood in my veins Does he want to caress my body, Or explore my brains. His eyes look so cold But they burn through … Continue reading
Sinking
Do you ever feel like None of this is real? Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems? We’re lost in limbo And reality is a dream. Do you ever … Continue reading
Behind closed doors..
I don’t do this dating malarkey Do you need to be familiar, For me to choke you sexually. Do I really need to know Your whole family history, when you’re on your knees Kissing me tenderly. There is no safe … Continue reading
Scarred world
I’m losing my faithThe universe won’t fight,The comets scatterInto meteorite.The sky whispersIt’s echoing our sins,I can feel all its angerLike pin pricks to my skin.Lost in deep emptinessWaves burst into tears,Covering this ghost townIn desperate fears.The earth’s broken coreIs now … Continue reading
I would…
I’d fracture my bones To defend yours, I’d fight in battles To protect you from wars. I’d take your pain And all your tears I’d die a million times Just to face your fears. I’d break my heart So yours … Continue reading
Red ink
I’m not a painterBut a poet,An endless flowOf untouchable ink,Imprinting wordsInto your mind,Trickling aroundAs you think.A vibrant flowOf colour & patterns,Leaving interpretationIn every verse,Injecting my wordsInto your bloodThis creativityIs an intoxicating curse.Filled with emotion,Pain & tearsEach stroke of the penIs … Continue reading
Borderline…
I’ll shout loudly Or speak softly, I’ll commit hard Or give up easily. I’ll love you hard Or push you away, I’ll be a good influence Or I’ll lead you astray. I’ll be normal Or an utter freak, I’ll sleep … Continue reading
Shadow lands..
You had to follow To become their slave, They sucked you into The devils cave. Giving into their commands You became lost, Within the shadow lands. Trapped into a life of sins A life of greed & pain, Where nobody … Continue reading
Early departure
I’m still pulling pieces of you Out of me, It felt like a lifetime ago I still feel your energy. It’s like looking at the stars Knowing they are there, Yet they’re so far. I’m unable to touch I can … Continue reading
Blank canvas
Speak the language we only speak The fire of a writer, Leaves me weak. Flames of passion which I crave Electric shocks of seduction, Absorbed into lyrical waves. A masterpiece or a work of art It’s the imaginative way, You … Continue reading
Stained…
If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading
“Natural causes”
If anyone asks I died of natural causes, From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken. Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten, The mental scars echoed As … Continue reading
Lay with the shadows
I’ve travelled back in timeTo a fairy-tale life,That was once yours & mine.I was no longer aloneEntwined in your arms,I was finally home.Something broke insideI needed you here,But time is our divide.To be where you areTo be by your side,So … Continue reading
The final chapter…
If the world was ending, Would you be there? I’d be standing on a roof Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side? To wipe away my tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading
The aftermath..
Breathe light into this world Filled with black & white, Where the vivid colours hide Within the cracks of the divide. Slowly dissolving out of sight It’s no longer vibrant, Colours refuse to talk It’s completely silent. We destroyed the … Continue reading
Hourglass…
The dust may settle But you do not. Pieces of you are lost, Pieces of you are forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell Are deep inside, Balancing each other Until … Continue reading
Damned but not broken
Peace is mine To claim, Love is written Within my veins. In every word In every verse, The ache was written Within my curse. I may be lost But not broken, I write the words That remain unspoken. I’ve built … Continue reading
Learning the basics..
I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of its confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading
Overactive imagination
I’m a shadow bending Into a whisper Look through the rain You’ll see me shimmer? A lost paper heart Echoing through fire, Burning higher & higher With immense desire. I’m like speeding car I have no brakes, A broken mirror … Continue reading
Confliction
Wings of an angelFire of the devil,A halo aboveWith light so fearful.Depth in the heart,Darkness in the eyesUnpredictable,And Full of surprise.An innocent smileOr a devilish grin,A mind of prayersOr a book of sin.Lust so warmLove too cold,A captured heartOr a … Continue reading
My translator
PoetryHas a strong meaning,More than lettersMore of a feeling.Poetry is my voiceOf what I’m unable to say,Like an art exhibitionWith my life on display.Rhyming might beInsignificant to others,But it’s a therapyI wish you could discover.Write your feelings downOr do a … Continue reading
Friendship
I will be hereWhen your sky falls down,I’ll wash away your sadnessAnd straighten your crown.Don’t hide awayI will not leave,I am listeningTo what you believe.I’ll be your guideTo direct you home,I’ll stay until morningSo you’re not alone.I’ll always healThe shattered … Continue reading
The Darkest Fairytale 