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Bottomless pit
I saw the colours The spectrum In your eyes, And I painted them red As red as the burning skies. I witnessed the light Shining through your soul, I painted it black As black as coal. I felt the goodness … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Blogging, Humanity, Life, Lifestyle, Pain, Poetry, Psychology, Relationships, Religion, Rhymes, Souls, Truth
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Direction
My life is cursed Or am I the cure, My body aches For so much more. Was I created By mistake, Is there a sign Or a path to take. Is anyone else there? Or I am too blind, Living … Continue reading
Figments
The pieces are there To merge together, I’m caged in puzzles Which take forever. The symbols appear As I cross dimensions, Chasing my insanity With lots of questions. There are worlds here Masked in disguise, It’s the world we live … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Fairytales and Myths, Poetry
Tagged Blog, Blogging, dark, Delusions, Hallunations, Humanity, Inspiration, Life, Lifestyle, Lost, Mental health, Pain, Relationships, Religion, Spiritual, Symbols, Travel, Truth, Writing
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Garden of evil
Walked into a storm It started as a dream, I had slid down a path Into a lava stream. Climbed up a hill Which felt like death, Nothing could be heard Except fear in my breath. I could only look … Continue reading
Past lives in the present
I fell through lightening With broken wings, Landed in a country Of queens and kings. Thrown into the ring Like a bitch on heat, Getting knocked down To land on my feet. Turning into a monster I had to survive, … Continue reading
Porcelain
I am very similar To my porcelain skin, Smooth on the surface Yet hollow within. If you look closely You can trace my tracks, Of this worn exterior That has started to crack. I’m strong & sturdy Yet a fragile … Continue reading
Inking agony
Paper can’t handle The ink that I spill, There’s a curse hidden Behind my quill. Letters turn to acid Paper to ash, The alphabet cries When emotions clash. My writing is messy There is no design, I don’t fix in … Continue reading
Ice Queen
She is a queen With a broken crown, Living in her ice castle In a tattered gown. Her tears and pain Scarred onto her throne, In this kingdom of ghosts Were she walks alone. Her castle is sinking With anchors … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, creative-writing, Emotion, Fairy tale, Fairytales, Life, Lifestyle, Pain, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Queen, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Wellness
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Emotions aren’t toys
You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, Control, Couples, creative-writing, Divorce, Domestic violence, Emotion, Fight, Humanity, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Manipulation, Mental health, Mental illness, Pain, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Rhymes, rhyming, Strength, Truth
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Black snow
As I stand here On this empty street, Black snow falls It’s a sign of defeat. There is no hope I can’t see any flares, This feels like hatred It looks like despair. Flakes land on me They drip with … Continue reading
Nothing to lose
You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Alone, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, Chaos, creative-writing, Death, Depression, Despair, Discover, Faith, Fight, Hell, Humanity, Insanity, Learning, Life, Lifestyle, Lonely, Mental health, Mental illness, Pain, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Rhymes, rhyming, Trapped, Violence, War, Writing
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Walk alone
Damaged people have seen hell They don’t need Bibles, To realise why the angels fell. The little they’ve received Is the most they’ve known, Walking in the ashes Of what life has thrown. They’ve met the humans With very little … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Art, Bibles, Bipolar, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Brave, Broken, creative-writing, Despair, Earth, Faith, Heaven, Hell, Humanity, Insanity, Life, Lifestyle, Lost, Love, Mental health, Pain, Poetry, Poetry, Reality, Relationships, Religion, Rhymes, rhyming, Sad, Science, Space, Strength, Travel, Truth, Writing
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Expectations vs reality
All I ever wanted Was butterflies Magic & rainbows. This was mistranslated, As I received chaos Insanity, darkness & blows after blows. I wanted the freedom Of dancing in the meadows, Singing with the birds Whilst the fish, Nibble my … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Anger, Art, Bitch, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, creative-writing, Demons, Despair, Dreams, Emotion, Expectations, Fairytale, Fairytales, fantasy, Feeling, Heartache, Humanity, Humour, Insane, Insanity, Life, Lifestyle, Living, Lost, Mental health, Pain, Poet, Poetry, Poetry, Rage, Reality, Relationships, Religion, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Sadness
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Beautifully vulnerable
He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, creative-writing, Healing, Heart, Heartache, Heartbroken, Humanity, Life, Love, Mental health, Mental illness, Pain, passion, Past, Relationships, Religion, Safety, Soul, Soulmates, Strength, Truth, Writing
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Zombie
He’s like a zombie Completely dead inside, He won’t keep his hands off me. Smelling the blood in my veins Does he want to caress my body, Or explore my brains. His eyes look so cold But they burn through … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Art, Bad, Badness, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Blood, Cold, creative-writing, darkness, Death, Demonic, Demons, Dominant, fantasy, Heart, Horror, Humanity, Hunger, Impulse, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Lust, Monsters, Pain, passion, Pleasure, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Romance, Romantic, Scary, Scfi, Sex, Sexual, Sexy, Slave, Submissive, Thirst, Zombie
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Sinking
Do you ever feel like None of this is real, Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems, We’re lost in limbo And this reality is a dream. Do you … Continue reading
Behind closed doors..
I don’t do this dating malarkey Do you need to be familiar, For me to choke you sexually. Do I really need to know Your whole family history, when you’re on your knees Kissing me tenderly. There is no safe … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Art, Bitch, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Bondage, Bsdm, creative-writing, Dating, Dominant, Kinky, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Lust, Pain, passion, Passions, Pleasure, Poet, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Romance, Romantic, Seduction, Sex, Sexual, Sexy, Snm, Submissive, Writing
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Scarred world..
I’m losing my faith The universe won’t fight, The comets scatter Into meteorite. The sky whispers It echo’s our sins, I can feel all its anger Like pin pricks to my skin. Waves burst into tears Lost in deep emptiness, … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Anger, Art, Bleeding, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, Chaos, Comets, creative-writing, Damage, Death, Earth, Emotion, Enviroment, Feeling, Friends, Fun, Happy, Healing, Heart, Heartache, Heartbroken, History, Home, Humanity, Humans, Learning, Life, Lifestyle, Lost, Pain, People, Planets, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Poetry, Politics, Relationships, Religion, Sadness, Science, Sharing, Society, Space, Stars, Sun, Thoughts, Travel, Truth, Universe, Waves, World, Writer, Writing
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I would…
I’d fracture my bones To defend yours, I’d fight in battles To protect you from wars. I’d take your pain And all your tears I’d die a million times Just to face your fears. I’d break my heart So yours … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged Army, Art, Battle, Bleeding, Blog, Blogger, Blogging, Bones, Broken, creative-writing, Discover, Family, Fighter, Fighting, Fun, Heartbroken, History, Home, Humanity, Jigsaw, Life, Lifestyle, Living, Lost, Love, Pain, passion, People, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Rage, Relationships, Religion, Rhymes, rhyming, Sad, Science, Sharing, Soul, Soulmates, Sun, Thoughts, Truth, Unconditional, War, Writing
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Red ink..
I’m not a painter but a poet An endless flow of untouchable ink, Imprinting words in your mind Trickling around as you think. A vibrant flow of colour & pattern Leaving interpretation in every verse, Injecting my words into your … Continue reading
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Tagged Art, Artist, Blogger, Blogging, Broken, Colour, creative-writing, Drawing, Facts, Happy, Hate, Heart, Humanity, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Lust, Mental, Pain, passion, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Sad, Truth, Writer, Writing
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Borderline…
I’ll shout loudly Or speak softly, The world in black Or The world in white, I’ll commit hard Or give up easily, I’ll love you hard Or push you away, I’ll be a good influence Or I’ll lead you astray. … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Art, Artist, Bitch, Borderline, Brain, Broken, Chaos, creative-writing, Death, Extrovert, Heart, Heartache, Humanity, Insanity, Insomina, Introvert, Loss, Lost, Love, Mental health, Order, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Religion, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Sleep, Wild, Writing
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Shadow lands..
You had to follow To become their slave, They sucked you into The devils cave. Giving into their commands You became lost, Within the shadow lands. Trapped into a life of sins A life of greed & pain, Where nobody … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Broken, creative-writing, Demonic, Demons, Devil, Family, Ghosts, Heaven, Hell, Law, Mental health, Pain, Paranormal, Poet, Poetry, Poetry, Religion, Separation, short poem, Short story, Sisters, Writing
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Early departure..
Still pulling pieces of you Out of me, It felt like a lifetime ago But I still feel your energy. It’s like looking at the stars Knowing they are there, Yet they’re so far. Unable to touch Only can observe, … Continue reading
Blank canvas..
Speak the language we only speak, The fire of a writer, Leaves me weak. Flames of passion which I crave, Electric shocks of seduction, Absorbed to lyrical waves. A masterpiece a work of art, It’s the creative way, You draw … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged A, Alone, Art, Artist, Beauty, Broken, creative-writing, Drawing, Heart, Insanity, Life, Lifestyle, Lonely, Love, Memories, Pain, Pen, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, Short story, Soul, Soulmates, Writer, Writing
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Stained…
If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading
“Natural causes”
If anyone asks I died of natural causes From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken, Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten The mental scars echoed, As … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Art, creative-writing, Death, Depression, Hate, Hell, Mental health, Pain, Poetry, Poetry, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming
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Lay with the shadows..
I’ve traveled back in time To a fairytale life, That was once yours & mine. I was no longer alone Entwined in your arms, I was finally home. Something broke inside I needed you here, But time is our divide. … Continue reading
The final chapter…
If the world was ending Would you be there, I’d be standing on a roof Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Angel, Art, Battle, change, creative-writing, dark, darkness, Death, Demons, Divide, Dreams, End, fairtytale, Fairytale, fantasy, fear, Future, Heaven, Hell, Hiding, Life, Live, Love, Lust, Magic, Mental health, mind, Moments, Pain, passion, Past, Physchology, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Politics, Quotes, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Secret, short poem, Story, The Mind, The world, Time, War, World
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The aftermath..
Breathe light into this world Filled with black & white, Where the vivid colours hide Within the cracks of a divide. Slowly dissolving out of sight It’s no longer vibrant, Colours refuse to talk It’s completely silent. We destroyed the … Continue reading
Hourglass…
The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Addiction, Angel, Art, Battle, change, Childhood, creative-writing, dark, darkness, Death, Demons, Devil, Disconnected, Divide, Dreams, Eyes, fairtytale, Fairytale, Family, fantasy, fear, Fighting, Friends, Fun, Future, Happy, Heaven, Hell, Help, Hiding, key, Life, Love, Lust, Magic, media, Mental health, mind, Moments, Night, Pain, passion, Past, Physchology, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Present, Quotes, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, Secret, Sex, short poem, Story, The Mind, The world, Time, Truth, Twins, War, Youth
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Damned but not broken..
Peace is mine To claim, Love is written Within my veins. In every word In every verse, The ache was written Within my curse. I may be lost But not broken, I write the words That remain unspoken. I’ve built … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged creative-writing, dark, darkness, Dreams, fairtytale, Fairytale, fantasy, Life, Magic, mind, Moments, Pain, passion, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Quotes, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, Spell, The Mind, The world, Witchcraft
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Learning the basics..
I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Addiction, Battle, change, creative-writing, dark, darkness, Dreams, fairtytale, Fairytale, Family, fantasy, fear, Heaven, Hiding, Life, Love, Lust, Mental health, mind, Moments, Pain, passion, Past, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, Story, The Mind, The world, Time, War
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Overactive imagination
I’m a shadow bending like a whisperThrough the rain can you see me shimmer?A lost paper heart echoing through fireBurning higher & higher with desire. I’m like speeding car I have no brakesA broken mirror full of mistakes,Maybe i’m a … Continue reading
Posted in Beauty & Magic, Creative, Poetry
Tagged Addiction, Alice, Battle, change, creative-writing, dark, darkness, fairtytale, fantasy, fear, Hiding, Life, Love, Lust, mind, Pain, passion, Past, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, The Mind, The world
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Confliction
Wings of an angel & fire of the devilThe halo above with a light so fearful,Depth in the heart & darkness in the eyesUnpredictable & full of surprise. An innocent smile or a devilish grinA mind of prayers or a … Continue reading
Posted in Beauty & Magic, Creative, Fairytales and Myths, Poetry
Tagged Angel, creative-writing, dark, darkness, Demons, Devil, Divide, Fairytale, fear, Heaven, Hell, Life, Love, Lust, mind, Moments, Pain, passion, Philosphy, Physchology, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Real life, Relationships, Religion, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, Sins, The Mind, The world
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My translator
PoetryHas a strong meaning,More than lettersMore of a feeling,Poetry is my voiceOf what I’m unable to say,Like an art exhibitionWith my life on display.Rhyming might beinsignificant to others,But it’s a therapyI wish you could discover,So I’ll write it downOr I’ll … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged abuse, Art, Battle, change, creative-writing, dark, darkness, Fairytale, fear, Happy, Heaven, Hiding, Life, Love, Mental health, mind, Moments, Pain, passion, Poem, Poetry, Poetry, Present, Quotes, Real life, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, rhyming, short poem, The Mind, The world
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Friendship
I will be herewhen your sky falls down,We’ll wash away the sadnessAnd straighten your crown.Don’t hide awayI will not leave,My ears chooseWhat they want to believe.I’ll be your guideTo direct you home,I’ll stay until morningSo you’re not alone.I’ll always healThe … Continue reading
Posted in Creative, Poetry
Tagged creative-writing, dark, friendship, Life, Love, mind, Pain, passion, Poetry, Relationships, Rhyme, Rhymes, short poem, The Mind
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The Darkest Fairytale 