The Darkest Fairytale published on Amazon

Thank you all for supporting me and following my work throughout the years. I’m glad to announce that The Darkest Fairytale is available on kindle and paperback. Yay 🙂

K

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Siren Call

The siren echoes
Her seductive tease,
You can hear the calls
Through desperate pleas.
She is intoxicating
Down to the core,
Which your body craves
The depth of more.
Calling you through
Ears of ignorance,
She is absorbing
All your innocence.
Fear for the men
Aboard the ships,
It’s trickery to the senses
The song from her lips.
Her heart has depth
Men have drowned,
It all starts with lust
And a heavenly sound.

K

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Fantasy

A banshee sings
The fairies fly,
A oracle holds
The eye to the sky.
A goblin steals
A witch casts,
The muse influences
All of our paths.
The ogres scare
A queen conquers,
Under the bed
Lies the monsters.
As magic soars
And valerians fly,
Humanity drains
As imagination dies.

K

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Pirate

I’m a pirate of life
Aching for treasure,
Feeling the freedom
Is what I pleasure.
I’m a pirate on land
Not one with the sea,
I’m following a compass
To find a part of me.
I’ll sail in my depths
To find caves hidden,
Whilst I test the current
Of a land forbidden.
I’m free with myself
But not the ocean around,
I’m searching for treasure
On this hollow ground.

K

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Naughty or Nice

Twas the night before Christmas
The house was at rest,
I slipped into something festive
And gave him a glance of my breast.
The stockings were on
And the garter was teasing,
He followed me upstairs
For his favourite pleasing.
Naughty or nice
He was on my list,
It wasn’t coal he received
As I tied his wrists.
We unwrapped each other
On crispy white sheets
With cookies & milk waiting
As a festive treat.
The Christmas lights twinkled
Through the trees decoration,
As we participated in
Our own celebration.
Christmas role play
Is rather pleasant,
Because unwrapping him
Is my favourite present.

K

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Beyond Twlight

I’m a rouge star dancing
In the specks of dust,
Weaving a vortex
Of cosmic lust.
Spectrums of color
Shape into vibrant streams,
Molding particles of glitter
Into artistic dreams.
A nectar of magic merges
With my ember of hope,
Forming a single moment
Through a kaleidoscope.
Golden rivers dissolve
Into angelic wings,
Showering the planets
In a blanket of rings.
The Universe beams
Radiating lights,
As shades of wonder
Expose the night.
Rainbows of hope fuse
With the stratosphere,
leaving their mark
As my star engineer.
The echoes wave
Into the twilight hours,
As the Sun whispers
Goodnight my flowers.

K

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Risen

It has been a while

Since you heard me scream,

I have been lost in the void

Where reality dissolves into dreams.

I swam through the ocean of illusion

And lifted the veil,

I channelled the knowledge

And touched the holy grail.

I am back on land now

My feet are grounded

I feel the light all around me

It feels like I am surrounded.

I have an army of love

Radiating from my core,

With the strength of a master

I will break through every door.

I am not sorry I was gone

For I needed space to grow,

I have evolved in many ways

I am not the being you used to know.  

K

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Earthly whispers

I was meditating, and I heard Earth whisper to me.

“I left you a painting outside of your bedroom window.”

I looked out of my window, & I witnessed divine creation.

The clouds, trees, and the stillness of the landscape.

The moon gracing us with its presence.

And life moving in the shadows of the night.

I did not just see nature; I could feel nature, as I’m nature.

In that moment, I knew I had succeeded at living.

Because I was truly connected, as I was truly present.

At one with Earth, at one with the Universe, as I am.

K

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A Perfect Imperfection

I’ve never been perfect

I’m just perfectly flawed,

With broken edges

That are curved & broad.

I’ve been ripped apart

Only to be stitched,

Sewn with resilience

And a little added bitch.

I’m a cocktail of disaster

A messed-up recipe,

With a teaspoon of spice

And a dash of profanity.

Just like a hurricane

I’m beautiful to view,

I’m just not a storm

You want to get sucked into.

The cracks left space

A space for me to grow,

I’m not who I was

I’m not who you used to know.

With a life forged

Full of transformation,

I became perfect

A perfect imperfection.

K

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Black and White

I’ve witnessed the colours fade
Losing their vividness,
They retreat to the shade.
I’ve travelled far
With an engine of dreams,
Fuelling the stars.
I’ve observed cracks appear
In the eyes of others
In every blink, in every tear.
I vanquished control
Completed the puzzles
Only I could solve.
I paused, took a step back
And observed the world
Every inch, every crack.
Breathing in, breathing out
Absorbing the knowledge
Of what life is about.
I found the darkness in light
And the light in the darkness
But I now see more
Than Black and white

K

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A moment in forever

Drowning in this madness, lost in the daily pains.

I’m drifting away from this moment, away from the earthly plane.

Summoning creativity and demanding peace,

Transformation is on the horizon, and the chaos will cease.

Resistance is futile & painful, what will be?

As gravity has chosen another path for me.

Channelling the messages that only my soul can hear,

Time has given me a moment, a moment to disappear.

I tune out this illusion & into authenticity,

Obstacles disappear & I can finally see.

New paths form to nurture the creator, which is me.

K

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Heart of time

Let’s dance together

One last night,

I’ll follow your rhythm

As you hold me tight.

I’ll take in your scent

As I feel you breathe,

We’ll sway into the night

Before I have to leave.

Our hearts will beat

In tune together,

When souls merge

We’ll dance forever.

Our meeting of chance

This moment of surprise,

An invite of passion

Through the sparks in our eyes.

We’ll be strangers of the night

Flowing with the rhythm of grace,

Dancing our song of love

In the crowds of space.

If we don’t meet again

That would be fine,

Our memories will freeze

In the heart of time.

K

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The Labyrinth

I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?

I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see, I panic & shout
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.

I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going to lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.

Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear
I’ll obtain a key to open this door
With the courage to slay a Minotaur.

Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
No time to think, the roars get closer
I stumble & fall, “shit”
Into the Minotaurs enclosure.

I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up, I feel its stare
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.

Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’m to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.

K

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Sensational

In the silence of the night, I hear

The frequencies that surround me

A symphony that plays in the strings of time

Creating the dance of reality.

As I walk this Earth,

I am stilled by the scent of rain

A moment that is captured in my memories

As the aroma brings peace to my soul, once again.

As I gaze upon the vastness of space

The stars amplify my magical mind.

The universe fills me with cosmic wonder

Its secrets and mysteries are what I long to find.

Earth grounds me and stops me from floating away.

With the lush green grass beneath my feet,

Stimulating my senses with its textures.

A feeling so refreshing and bittersweet.

Life gifts us with an abundance of fruits.

The tastes of sweet and sour salvation

Igniting the tastebuds with watery sensual pleasures

It’s the nourishment and hydration of creation.

The sixth sense which is our intuition

Guides us through the darkest of nights

It speaks of things that cannot be seen

And illuminates our light.

We experience life through our senses.

We see, hear, feel, taste, and smell

Connecting us to the earth and the stars

As our senses communicate with every cell.

K

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The darkest hours

My lungs hurt

From the silent screams,

My tears burn

From all the broken dreams.

My body aches

From yearning for home,

My mind is disorientated

From fading into the unknown.

My eyes cannot focus

From the blinding of lights,

My nerves are shattered

From the wars at night.

My heart is lost

Because it never found a home,

My energy is a ghost

Pacing around different zones.

My skin has aged

From all the stress,

My hair is unbrushed

I am a mess.

There’s a dark cloud

Following me around,

I can feel the abyss

Burying me into the ground.

The unknown came

And it conquered

I don’t recognise this girl

And my days feel numbered.

All I wanted

Was someone to understand,

To see me and hear me

Just hold my hand.

K

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Soul engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.

K

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Paper heart

Paper knows me best

With every word, it’s felt me break

All the tears

Inked into heartbreak.

It’s not at all a sad story

Paper has seen me transform,

Like a phoenix, I’ve risen from the ashes

And once again, I’m reborn.

I got lost along the way

Caught up in the universe’s mystery,

It led me on a new path.

The path of self-mastery.

So, I’m here and I’m there

In the world, but in isolation,

Mastering my mind and the elements

Bringing light into this generation.

I’m not new and I’m not ancient

I’m present within time,

Listening to the frequencies

And creating rhymes.

K

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Written in the stars

When I see the stars

I remember what it was like to be one.

I close my eyes

And I feel the innocence of infinity.

I can see myself in space

Burning brighter and brighter

In my original, authentic form,

Utterly free. 

I’m surrounded by an ocean of glittery stardust 

Which transforms into spectrums of colour.

As unconditional love pours from me,

Shapes form

And planets are birthed. 

My energy spreads like a wildfire

As I dance with frequencies, 

And synchronise with vibrations

Creating a garden of harmonious cosmic waves. 

I’m connected to the other stars

We tell each other the stories of time,

And make love in the nothingness.

The silence is our peace

And the endless void is our garden to grow in.

As an earthling, I now roam this planet

With a memory of my roots.

I’m able to witness creation with my eyes,

And experience the miracle of life through my senses.

Each day I’m comforted by the city lights

And the beauty of the sun’s rays,

I’m mesmerised by candles

As their warm twinkling lights

Remind me of home. 

K

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I’m Free

I’m free from addiction

I’m free from greed,

I’m free from desire

And anything I don’t need.

I’m free from tears

I’m free from pride

I’m free from the barriers

That cause divides.

I’m free from shame

I’m free from pain

I’m free from the labels

That stereotype & name.

I’m free from violence

I’m free from the sickening

I’m free from the system

And all its conditioning.

I am free from negativity

I’m free from the escapees

I’m free from the lies

That shatter realities.

I’m free from judgement

I’m free from control,

I’m free from the illusions

That suppress my soul.

K

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Lucid dream

In the silence and stillness
Is where I dream,
Surrounded by nothingness
And conscious streams.
I drift deeper and deeper
Away from the physical dimension,
Relaxing more and more
And letting go of any tension.
Only peace remains
My mind is at rest,
It knows when I’m safe
It knows the universe best.
There is a feeling of vastness
In a moment of forever,
A home without definition
An eternity to treasure.
When my dream becomes lucid
I find myself floating through space,
Wrapped in the universe
And held safely in gravity’s embrace.
The cosmos guides me home
As I awake from my slumber,
I’m left with questions of infinity
As the lucid filled me with wonder.

K

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Cosmic lullaby

As I dream
The moon dances
In a cosmic ring. 
Amplifying the melodies
Of the frequencies that sing. 
The rings of Saturn shimmer 
Under the Sun’s radar,
Transmitting spectrums of colour
Through the twinkling of stars.
The comets pass in admiration 
Observing the galaxies form,
From particles to atoms 
In an explosive electrical storm. 
The specks of stardust scatter 
Into gravitational streams,
Giving birth to new worlds
And creating magical dreams.
Lullabies vibrate
From the Universes song,
When I look up to the sky
I look up to where I belong.
At night when I sleep
I write my memoirs,
As I drift into space
I’m safely tucked into the stars.
My energy is cleansed
In the dimensional planes,
I’ll awaken from the nothingness
Born from the silence & stillness again.

K

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The comedown

Tonight, started out good
But I’ve started tripping again,
Someone mixed up my drink
With some kind of hallucinogen.
Like Alice in Wonderland syndrome
It’s messing with my perception,
The rooms are changing in size
Whilst unicorns block the reception.
The floor is spinning in circles
The walls are closing in
Fairies are stripping on the chandelier
Whilst spiders are crawling up my skin.
It went from one extreme to another
“Have one more drink” she said
I didn’t think I’d be slaying monsters
Trying to decapitate my head.
Kicked out by the queen of hearts
Straight into a taxi with a killer clown,
Collapsing on my bed in disbelief
This is going to be one hell of a comedown.

K
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Fallen world

The earth splits
With my feet on both sides,
Gravity pulls me down
I’m diving into crashing tides.
The world has fallen
Like the angels once fell,
My head is spinning around
I’m tumbling from this carousel.
I’m screaming at the skies
The clouds give me no answer,
I’m left with a sinking hope
My feet are tied to an anchor.
Closing my eyes, I see your face
Your beauty drowns all my fear,
Those final moments approach
I’m ready now, you are here.

K

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The Labyrinth (5D)

I close my eyes & lucid dream
Only to ascend into golden streams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
So many spirals, how did this happen?

I drift around in all this awe
With hidden knowledge, I can’t ignore
Removing the blocks, lifting the veil
Holy fuck ‘we are the Holy grail’

This nothingness is a lot to apprehend
My mind explodes as I transcend,
Euphoria grabs hold & I’m not going to lie
I’m in sync with all, I can almost fly.

Frequency surges and codes appears
Spreading the light, everything is clear
We’ll share our love to open this door
And face a beauty like never before.

Never wished to become a teacher
With ‘love & balance’ to every creature
Open your mind & escape this World
Lose the ego, and then rebuild.

At one with all, I’m fully aware
Consciousness has stripped me bare,
I lost my mind somewhere in Space
The Universe exposed my truest face.

With a system drilled into our heads
Designed to keep the mind fed,
We’re to break away and finally be free
It’s time to awaken, you are the key.

K

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Christmas comforts

There is something special

In the winter atmosphere,

It releases a magical energy

In the frost bite every year.

From the crackles of a fire

And the snuggles under a blanket,

With the scent of apple cinnamons

Coming from the family banquet.

Lights twinkle from the Christmas trees

Filling eyes full of wonder,

With rooms of celebrations

And ridiculous festive jumpers.

The sky covers the horizon

In a blanket of shimmering snow,

As children make their snowmen

With cold cheeks that glow.

Christmas is a magical time

That is nice and cosy,

The one time of the year

That feels so homely.

The comfort of family

And the giving and receiving,

It is the one time of year

Where the magic comes from believing.

K

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The bringing

From fire to water,

And water to Earth

I bring this planet

Into rebirth.

From ashes to dawn

and dawn till dusk,

I bring this planet

Into love.

From the stars and Moon

To the Moon and Sun,

I bring this planet

Into one.

From stillness to peace

And peace to energy,

I bring this planet

Into stability.

From words to actions

and actions to intent,

I bring this planet

Into the present.

From atoms to light

And light to oracles,

I bring this planet

Into miracles.

K

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The Darkest Fairytale published on Amazon

Hello All,

I’m glad to announce that The Darkest Fairytale is now available on kindle and paperback. Please download or buy a copy. It will be available for free (on kindle) from tomorrow (23/08/2022) for 5 days. Please leave a review. Thank you for supporting me on my poetic journey.

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Broken art.

Become my artist
For just one day,
Sculpture me with passion
Masked in delicate clay.
Paint me with detail
Like I’m a masterpiece,
Canvas me in freedom
Shelter me into sheets.
Spray me onto walls
With your graffiti art,
Frame the imperfections
Of my fractured heart.
With colour of joy
And tears of charcoal,
Hang me in a gallery
For broken souls.

K

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Inspire

I’d love to save the world
Every piece created,
Fill hearts full of love
Instead of anger & hatred.
I would give my all
To save mankind,
Open closed hearts
To free ignorant minds.
I’m not good or bad
Or a poisoned seed,
I’m not afraid to fail
I’m not afraid to bleed.
I’m a one women army
Filled with passion & fire,
I wasn’t born to lead
I was born to inspire.

K

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Ecstasy

Your every touch teases
All my nerves,
Your tongue torments
All my curves.
An unholy sensation
Beneath my skin,
My body craves
To feel you within.
In every kiss
I feel your frustration,
Filled with passion
& a dirty imagination.
You have me begging
Within this chemistry,
As with every thrust
I’m consumed by ecstasy.

K

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Intellectual orgasm

Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
With a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.

K

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Inking agony

Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn to acid
Paper to ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or in-between the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
As poetic truths
Are inked with agony.

K

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Alien

I’m the bones
Of my past,
The marrow
Of my future,
The memories
That will last.
I’m the eyes
Of the present,
The beat
Of tomorrow,
With the blood
Of the forgotten.
I’m the energy
Of the rising,
The strength
Of the fallen.
I am human,
But this life
Is alien.

K

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me
But for just one moment,
I witnessed his pain & vulnerability.
He held back his hurt and tears
I glanced for a second more,
Before I held him in my arms
And whispered,
How many times did you need me
And I wasn’t there?

K

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Singularity

In this lifetime
And the next,
I’ll always return
Back to love.
As love is my eternal
My inifinite and everlasting,
Love is my truth.
And my curious soul
Will always awaken,
To the wonder of existence
& to the excitement
Of the unknown.
I’ll always return
To that single moment,
Where we’ve all met before
And we’ll meet again,
As the singularity
United as one.

K

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Mr time

He is judging me
The man called time,
Waving his hands at me
Because he’s holding mine.
Moving the dials forward
He will not go back,
The only time I see the past
Is through the flashbacks.
I can hear him calling me
Through the clocks,
His messages are coded
Into the ticks and tocks.
Time is like a maze
It doesn’t freeze,
So many dead ends
Without any keys.
Those dials of his
Want me to break,
As they never give time
They always take.

K

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Dark energy

You’re a chemical reaction
Of poison and lust,
Stitched together
With bad intentions
To the crust.
A magnetic pull
Of dark energy,
Curiously intriguing
You are to me.
A combination
Of heartache
And smoking gold,
A deadly toxin
I just need to hold.
You are a bad habit
I don’t want to quit
A delicious outsider,
The beautiful misfit.
Your charming innocence
Is exquisitely scary,
There’s something addictive
About extraordinary.
You’re a disaster
Waiting to happen,
A form of self destruction
I could only imagine.
My brain tells me no
But my devoted heart
Wants the chaos of you
And I can’t let it go.

K

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The darkest fairytale

Blackening hearts

You’re no Cinderella,

Walking around in stilettos

Wearing only black leather.

Getting lost in a forest

Like Little Red Riding Hood,

You can wear her innocence

But baby, you’ll never be good.

You are the beauty

You are the beast,

Eating the poison apples

Like It’s a feast.

Taking over castles

They made you queen,

Turning you into

An ice machine.

Fairy tales too brutal

To be written,

No prince or princess

Just a bitch that didn’t listen.

This isn’t a story

About love & laughter,

It’s the darkest fairytale

With no happy ever after.

K

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Final chapter

If the world was ending,

Would you be there?

I’d be standing on a roof

Shooting a flare.

Would you race by my side?

To wipe away my tears,

Holding me in your arms

As we faced our final fears.

When we take our last breath,

Could you look me in the eye?

Tell me everything will be okay

Knowing our dreams would die.

Tomorrow will be ashes

Yesterday would be gone,

No more walks on the beach

Or dusk until dawns.

But in our final moments

I know that I will be okay,

As you’d be there beside me

Which no force could take away.

K

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Music

Music is my emotion
A second heartbeat,
The notes feel like passion
The words taste bittersweet.
Travelling through my ears
Connecting to my veins,
The rhythm fuses my blood
The melody numbs the pain.
It’s a language we all understand
The magic ignites deep inside,
Like colours to a spectrum
Exploding when beats collide.
Note by note I find soul
Pitched in the waves of time,
Music became my home
In a soul of endless rhyme.

K

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Infatuation

I’m the girl

That falls

In love

Every night.

Looking up

Lusting,

After the stars.

Captivated by the

Moonlight.

Falling in love

With everything

Beautiful,

Yet everything

Unreachable.

K

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Never afraid

I’m not afraid
To shout,
I’m not afraid
To sing,
I was never
Afraid of
Yesterday,
Or what
Tomorrow
Will bring.
I’m not afraid
To dream,
I’m not afraid
To fail,
I was never
Afraid to
Write,
The darkest
Fairytale.
I’m not afraid
To live,
I’m not afraid
To die,
I’ve never been
Afraid
Of saying
Goodbye.

K

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Worst day ever

My imaginary friend
Stole my unicorn,
My pet phoenix
Turned into flames.
The voices in my head
Are ignoring me,
& the boogieman is drunk,
With the monster hiding
Under my bed.
The mad hatter lost my key
& Neverland has rejected me,
So you can only imagine
What a shit day I’m having.

K

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Flight of freedom

Floating higher & higher

Like a flame on fire.

Gravity,

Leaving my side

Allowing me,

To feel alive.

Air surrounding me

Like a blanket,

As I slowly emerge

From this planet.

Flying into the unknown

Such a beauty,

Finding my purpose

& my duty.

A touch of freedom

Nothing can reach me,

As I look down

At this World created

Much natural beauty,

Clouded by hatred.

This one moment

Is mine to climb,

Tonight’s my time

To rise & glow,

As I depart from reality

Lost in orbit

As I flow,

Amongst the stars

& the comets.

Releasing my mind

From this World,

Far behind.

For when I wake

From this sleep,

I pray this feeling

I can keep.

K

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Gone but not forgotten

You may be gone

And my words can’t measure,

How your love became

My greatest treasure.

Those who have passed

Will never go away,

They walk beside us

Every day.

A branch fell

From the family tree,

An ache began

Inside of me,

You are at peace

And now you can rest.

The time spent together

Will always be blessed.

When I look for you now

I look to the skies.

You are in space

Where you rise,

Brightly shining

As a star,

You are never close

But you’re never far.

When I am down

And I shed a tear

I know you are watching

As I feel you near,

Life goes on

I’ve felt pain,

But one day,

We’ll be together again.

K

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Inhale me

Feel the curves
Of my existence.
Exhale my name
In anticipation.
Taste me,
Without any resistance.
Use your tongue
To talk to my flesh.
Conquer me
With your seduction.
Break me down
Into a single molecule,
And absorb all of me.
Be the poetry
To my blank page.

K

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We’re all mad here

My mind is like a rabbit hole
On an adventure to wonderland.
Not knowing whether I’d be the mad hatter
Or the Cheshire cat.
Would I transform into the Queen of Hearts?
Or fall into a pool of my own tears.
Maybe I’m a lost girl not in wonderland,
But lost in my own mind.
Not chasing a rabbit, but chasing time.

K

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Read twice

Glove on eagerly steady

on my knees,

I am ready

I bite my lip

and grab the shaft,

skim round the edge

With real craft.

I tease my way

down to the core.

a lot of effort

for this chore,

harder and deeper,

I break into a sweat

this much effort

I can’t forget.

Working hard like a machine

but I always feel better

when the toilet is clean.

K

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Intricate

I live in a masterpiece

An absolute work of art,

Beauty is everywhere

Created from the Universes heart.

From the gravitation of the stars

And the vibration of tunes,

Love is everywhere

Thanks to the Sun & Moon.

Life is a dance of frequencies

A painting with every colour,

With shines, glimmers and twinkles.

Existence is a creativity like no other.

There’s a magic within

Energy is all around,

From the atoms and cells

To the dust on the ground.

Life is a blueprint of love

Every speck holds the secrets

Whispering into the ethers,

Listen close, can you hear it?

The spiral of life deepens

With the sacred geometry,

An art piece without an end

An art piece of infinite quality.

The universes unique architecture

In which everything aligns

From the detail of a snowflake

To a stars design.

I live in a fairy-tale

A true masterpiece of art,

From the life I experience

To what I feel in my heart.

I’ve found my place in the world

I am in sync,

I love Earth with all my being

This is how I think.

As child I observed

Through innocent eyes,

The soul is connected

and true love never dies.

K

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Heart of wax

This heart of mine

Was once a candle,

It became a wildfire

It was too much to handle.

The flame disappeared

They realised I was broken,

Only silenced remained

And my words unspoken.

I tried to fit in this world

And find my home,

The more people learned

The more I felt alone.

I became an outcast

The freak of the street,

All because I chose to march

To my own beat.

This heart of mine

Is now left with cracks,

The fire that once burned

Is nothing more than wax.

K

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Disguise

Open your eyes
To existence,
Shadows scatter
Into the distance.
Touched & tamed
By the nothingness itself,
Masking my reflection
Into someone else.
Darkness comforts
As walls bleed,
In a garden of cold
Full of weeds.
Echoes whisper
What I can’t hear,
Yet colours wave
And messages appear.
Misfiring chemicals
Are black & white,
Yet colours are vivid,
In the dark of night.
Seeing more
Or hearing less,
It’s reality of dreams
Wrapped in madness.

K

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Homesick

I’m homesick for a place
I don’t know exists,
My body feels out of place
As this reality turns & twists.
It’s like a surreal dream
Which has many layers,
I’m trapped in this madness
Locked in my mind,
Just like Alice.
I’m very lonely here
It’s far too silent,
Paths are disappearing
And the sun is hiding.
The trees are frozen
Leaves don’t fall,
There’s nothing in the air
Except my desperate call.
I’m like an alien
Invading this planet,
But I’m slowly sinking
Just like the Titanic.
The doors are locked
I’m in too deep,
I pray for reality
To wake me from this sleep.

K

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An overactive soul

I’m a shadow bending

Into a whisper

Look through the rain

You’ll see me shimmer

A lost paper heart

Echoing through a fire,

Burning higher & higher

With immense desire.

I’m like speeding car

I have no brakes,

A broken mirror

Full of mistakes,

Maybe I’m a phoenix

Waiting to be reborn,

Or an old sweater

That’s rugged & worn.

I’m chasing stars

Like the astronauts,

Floating in space

Just like my thoughts,

I’m completely mad

Just like the hatter,

Filling oceans with the tears

That no longer matter.

I’m a free spirit

Living to thrive,

Building my dreams,

Until they come alive.

With the confidence of a god

I’m calculating my worth,

As a lost satellite

Orbiting earth?

K

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Ice queen

She is a queen

With a broken crown,

Living in her ice castle

In a tattered gown.

Her tears and pain

Are scarred onto her throne,

In this kingdom of ghosts

Were she walks alone.

Her castle is sinking

From the anchors they tied,

She is not afraid

As she has already died.

She doesn’t need an army

Her walls are built high,

So far from the ground

She can touch the sky.

She sits in the clouds

Prepared to fight,

Waiting for her ashes

To scatter into meteorite.

She is the fearless queen

Living worlds away,

She can’t be discovered

In just one day.

K

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Porcelain Doll

I am very similar

To my porcelain skin,

Smooth on the surface

Yet hollow within.

If you look closely

You can trace the tracks,

Of this worn exterior

That has started to crack.

As the world ticks

And steals my tocks,

I’m swimming in a sea

With a pocket of rocks.

I’m strong & sturdy

Yet a fragile little thing,

My strength is carried

On my broken wings.

With pale white skin

and bright red lips,

I’m the doll you comfort

In your fingertips.

Just one last drop

and I will fail to exist,

As my history will scatter

Into a porcelain mist.

K

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Grandma Oak- Short story

Every night at midnight, the purple clouds came out to dance with the blushing sky. A sight Isabel loved to witness. Isabel hummed as she danced through the meadow, feeling the wind gracing her skin and brushing through her long brown hair. The wildflowers were out, illuminating the meadow with an ocean of scents and a palette of colours and textures. Isabel came here every evening just before sunset to be with nature. Wearing a white and pink long daisy dress and dirty bare feet, she made her way to her favourite place. To Grandma Oak tree, who was rooted at the end of the meadow just at the entrance of the woodland.

Grandma was an ancient angel oak tree. It was estimated that Grandma Oak was around 800 years old, and Grandma wasn’t just a tree. She was a spirit of life and a mystical wonder to Isabel, who spent many days there connecting and sharing all her woes.

Grandma’s branches were extremely large, almost 200 feet long. The draping limbs and wide spreading canopy created a perfect place for Isabel to rest. She’d lie on one of Grandma’s gnarled branches with her bare feet buried in the soil and leaves beneath and an arm behind her head, gazing up at the array of twisted branches. Isabel would share her curiosity about life with the tree’s wisdom. She was always full of questions and concerns about life.

“Grandma, are we all connected?” If so, why can’t I hear you? “Can you hear me?” Isabel asked.

She inhaled a deep breath, and a warmth appeared in the middle of her chest. The warmth was comforting, and a tear fell down her cheek. Isabel no longer felt alone. Her awareness of her surroundings was amplified, and she felt at one with everything. Isabel looked back at the meadow. She saw the butterflies pollinating and a family of squirrels entering the woodland. She noticed the unique shapes of the trees’ leaves and mushrooms surrounding the stump. Colours were more vivid, and although Isabel had seen colours before, this felt like she was truly experiencing what colour was. At that moment, Isabel didn’t feel alone. She couldn’t hear Grandma Oak, but she could feel her. Isabel felt surrounded by a sea of love and connections. For the first time, she wasn’t just experiencing creation; she was witnessing creation and the miracle that surrounded her. Her eyes and heart were open, and the warmth in Isabel’s chest spread through her body, and Isabel felt at peace.

Isabel realised she had spent many days questioning and not enough time just being present. She closed her eyes and just listened to the melodies of life that surrounded her. She heard the rhythm of the birds’ chirping and felt the vibrations of the buzzing bees. She noticed the way the wind moved through the trees and how it interacted with the leaves and flowers without any resistance. Isabel’s definition of harmony was to live without resistance.

Isabel jumped to her feet with such excitement, and said to Grandma Oak, “Earth is an orchestra of instruments, and I’m a musical note contributing to the song of life.”

With a smile beaming from ear to ear, Isabel danced around Grandma Oak. She synchronised her movements with the flow of the wind. With her arms spread, Isabel learned what it felt like to fly. To be at one with the flow of life. She let the wind carry her and lead the dance.

A wave of happiness spread across the meadow and woodland, and Isabel swore she heard the flowers giggle. The meadow brought out the innocence in Isabel, because her innocence was always tied to her curiosity about life and learning it all through the teachings of Mother Earth.

A warmth of love shivered through Isabel’s core. It was a shiver of unconditional love, a sacred love, a final spur of wisdom from Grandma Oak. A lesson in how connected we all are. We share the same secrets and the same beautiful moments. The nurturing energy of the beaming sun and the protection of the mysterious moon. We live in a moment, witnessing creation through a window of time. Isabel had returned to the true nature of life. Any tension and resistance felt inside Isabel was gone. She witnessed how simple and peaceful life is.

Isabel thanked Grandma Oak for her time and wisdom with a hug and kiss.

She whispered to Grandma Oak, “The sun is setting and I need to get back for food.” I’ll be back at midnight and we’ll watch the stars and the purple sky together.”

Isabel left, but on her way back to her cabin, she observed her surroundings with a new perspective. She was finally witnessing the blessing of life. She could smell all the unique scents that surrounded her. She witnessed the geometry of nature with all its unique shapes and sizes. She could feel the warmth in the wind and the dampness building in the atmosphere. At that moment, she knew rain was coming. Her senses were always connected, except she was never connected to herself.

Isabel became aware of her own life. She has her own shape, and she too has a scent, a frequency of sound, and a palette of colours. With trillions of cells communicating and working to support her life, atoms, nerves, and blood pumping through her veins. For the first time, she felt like a miracle. She never knew the feeling or emotion of experiencing herself as a miracle, and she burst out in tears with no words that could have described the moment.

Isabel always spoke about travelling to experience life. That day, she finally learned a powerful lesson: life is always present and to be experienced. She just needed to tune in, and when she did, Isabel found that life was also experiencing her. It was a world of magic she always knew. Isabel realised that she didn’t need to travel; she just needed to let in the environment by opening her heart to it. She went home with a new outlook on life and an appreciation for the finest and most intricate details found in nature. With thanks to the wisdom held by Grandma Oak and the unconditional love of Mother Earth.

K

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Perfect imperfection

I’ve never been perfect

I’m just perfectly flawed,

With broken edges

That are curved & broad.

I’ve been ripped apart

Only to be stitched,

Sewn with resilience

And a little added bitch.

I’m a cocktail of disaster

A messed-up recipe,

With a teaspoon of spice

And a dash of profanity.

Just like a hurricane

I’m beautiful to view,

I’m just not a storm

You want to get sucked into.

I’m an alphabet of song

With infinite meanings,

Turning letters into words

To ignite your feelings.

With a life forged

Full of transformation

I became perfect

A perfect imperfection

K

 

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Spectrum of dreams

I’m a rouge star dancing
In the specks of dust,
Weaving a vortex
Of cosmic lust.
Spectrums of color
Shape into vibrant streams,
Molding particles of glitter
Into artistic dreams.
A nectar of magic merges
With my ember of hope,
Forming a single moment
Through a kaleidoscope.
Golden rivers dissolve
Into angelic wings,
Showering the planets
In a blanket of rings.
The Universe beams
Radiating lights,
As shades of wonder
Expose the night.
Rainbows of hope fuse
With the stratosphere,
leaving their mark
As my star engineer.
The echoes wave
Into the twilight hours,
As the Sun whispers
Goodnight my flowers.

K

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Miracles

The earth knows
How to warm the core,
As the sea knows
How to touch the shore.
The oceans know
The current can break,
From peace to tsunami
In a mighty quake.
Every organism born
Is able to grow,
As they start their path
As a tiny embryo.
The planet knows
To circle the Sun,
And the moon follows
When the day is done.
The magnetic fields
Know how to protect,
This world is a miracle
That people forget.

K

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Maze runner

There are rooms
in my mind,
If you open the doors
Don’t be afraid
Of what you’ll find.
Some are beautiful
Others you’ll fear,
If they’re dark
I bring flowers here.
Don’t go in the closets
They can get messy,
Find the secret rooms
There’s not that many.
You don’t need an invite
There is no key,
It’s an open maze
To experience me.

K

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Nothing

I’m writing my life
On a Celestial page,
Where time doesn’t exist
It’s just an illusion of age.
There is an in-between
I fell through the gap,
I asked the abyss to help
And it led me into a trap.
There’s silence in sound here
Black and white in colour,
The spectrums merge
With dimensions to discover.
The chronicle of events
I stand here touching,
And it all makes sense
Life equates to nothing.

K

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty
In her untamed flames.
She’s willing to burn
For everything,
She’s ever loved.
A wild, hot mess,
Who’s no stranger
To the ashes.
She rises up
Like the phoenix
Reborn into flames,
And she’s not afraid
To burn more powerful
Than the fires
Surrounding her.

K

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Broken art.

Become my artist
For just one day,
Sculpture me with passion
Masked in delicate clay.
Paint me with detail
Like I’m a masterpiece,
Canvas me in freedom
Shelter me into sheets.
Spray me onto walls
With your graffiti art,
Frame the imperfections
Of my fractured heart.
With colour’s of joy
And tears of charcoal,
Hang me in a gallery
For broken souls.

K

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I’ll find me, before I find you..

Before I find you
I’ll need to find me,
So when we meet
My heart can be free.
Instead of searching for love
I’m climbing my wall,
It keeps me from loving
So I’m unable to fall.
I’ll be your everything
You’ll deserve that much,
So when we meet
I’ll appreciate your touch.
When we kiss
Without hesitation,
I won’t be there
Battling my frustrations.
Let me seek the barriers
keeping me from you
So when we meet,
We can have a love that’s true.

K

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Fallen world

The earth splits
With my feet on both sides,
Gravity pulls me down
I’m diving into crashing tides.
The world has fallen
Like the angels once fell,
My head is spinning around
I’m tumbling from this carousel.
I’m screaming at the skies
The clouds give me no answer,
I’m left with a sinking hope
My feet are tied to an anchor.
Closing my eyes, I see your face
Your beauty drowns all my fear,
Those final moments approach
I’m ready now, you are here.

k

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Puzzling

Darling, you may be broken and in pieces.

But a jigsaw never got completed with missing pieces.

I’ll assemble the puzzle of your history,

and follow your fears into the darkness where your shadow left you.

Not only will I come up with the missing pieces, but

I’ll also show you the perfect picture I already see.

K

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending
Would you be there,
I’d be standing on a roof
Shooting a flare.
Would you race by my side
To wipe away the tears,
Holding me in your arms
As we faced our final fears.
When we take our last breaths
Could you look me in the eye,
Tell me everything would be okay
Knowing our dreams would die,
Tomorrow will be ashes
Yesterday would be gone,
No more walks on the beach
Or dusk until dawns.
But in our final moments
I know that I will be okay,
As you’d be there beside me
Which no force could take away.

K

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Perspectives

Reality is beautifully unique

A complicated surprise,

No star looks the same

Through different eyes.

We walk down our paths

Hand in hand my friend,

Taking different journeys

We will all meet in the end.

You are never alone

Another will be able to relate,

To the problems you cry

and your heartache.

What is this word ‘normal’

They try & force us to be,

How can we all be the same

In these individual realities.

We are part of oneness

Through the love of Earth,

Gravity keeps us grounded

and holds all our worth.

We are written into one story

Living in separate stages,

Disconnected by perspectives

But connected by the pages.

K

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Beautiful sickness

Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.

K

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Aware

You hear the roars
In the screams,
You see the light
In people’s dreams.
You feel alive
In the darkest night,
You see more
Without your sight.
You hear the whispers
In a crowded room,
You feel the touch
Of the flowers bloom.
You smell his scent
From miles away,
You’re more connected
Than night & day.

K

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