Spiritual teachers

True spiritual teachers will never preach their perspective as a way of life. However, they will teach to whoever is listening, methods and their own experiences, understanding through wisdom. The reason is to provide direction, expansion or to awaken deeper levels of the sub-conscious mind to question existence and connection further.

Not every lesson will resonate with a student. If we try to force ourselves to learn a lesson we are not ready for, it can cause us to stray from our authentic paths. We waste time on a lesson we may never need or it may come naturally at a later date. Spirituality is an individual journey and with the incorrect teachings we may lose ourselves trying to understand another’s perspective if it’s forced.

A teacher is always the student. The more questions people ask the more we evolve to understand from different angles. We can all look at the same image, however, we’ll all gain a different understanding on what that image means and feels like to us. Eventually we’ll agree on a balanced understanding of what that image is expressing. In Spirituality this is called an alignment. So everyone’s insight is just as important. It’s a journey that we can all do alone together, just as nature intended.

If your ever given advice or information from Spiritual teacher and you are unsure. The first question you should be asking yourself is; what does this mean to me? Instead of looking at what did it mean to them? There is never no right or wrong answer. If you do not resonate with the teaching move on. You know yourself better than anyone and you will always be your greatest teacher and navigator.

Spiritual teachers, books and videos are only there to get you started. They may teach you the alignment of understanding at that moment in time however the deeper we go into questioning that knowledge the more we can add and develop further. Teachings are a reminder that you are never alone because others have travelled down the path of the unknown. We can never truly know it all. We can learn what it means to ourselves and build a greater connection to the divine and all living creatures around us. You set the direction, pace and will understand what works best for you. You’ll develop your own methods overtime.

It’s important to keep balanced in living and learning, mind, body and emotions whilst opening the spirit. That way we don’t become lost, imbalanced or unstable in the process. Awakening isn’t an easy journey the deeper you go the tougher the lesson but it’s a truly beautiful journey which will make you stronger as you go. Please be wise and take plenty of breaks to live, feel and connect to the beauty of the world around you. The experience of the outer world is just as important as the journey inside yourself.

One piece of wisdom I’ll share which is open for interpretation. It’s important to never because fixated on one truth. There are different and deeper levels of understanding and that understanding will depend on our level of consciousness at that moment in time to perceive and understand it. The spiral of life which is encountered in sacred geometry around the world is a good example of this. The more we raise our consciousness the more we are able to understand and the deeper the spiral goes. The universe is continuously evolving as is consciousness therefore, truth cannot be fixed as truth is something that is definite not infinite.


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Beauty standards and insecurities.

Mankind has flawed beauty standards which leads to insecurities and a false image of what beauty is. When we look at the beauty in nature, trees, flowers, horizons, oceans, colours, shapes, sounds etc.. We’re usually in awe of how it captures us in a single moment. We don’t judge, we don’t correct nature as it’s already perfectly designed. That’s until humans step in and change the nature of the planet to fit into false standards of society. If we take a step back and look at the mankind’s interference of beauty on this planet. You’ll will notice a tendancy of beauty being misplaced or changed. But not by all of mankind. A percentage of mankind continues to protect and serve natures beauty. Another percentage of mankind takes and suppresses earth’s beauty. Alot of our own insecurities of ourselves may be based on the type of people we surround ourselves with and society’s standards, which are no reflection on nature. Nature is free, there is no judgement, nature loves us all unconditionally regardless of how we look. Animals respond to us based on our presence and that presence is created based on how we feel about ourselves. Beauty has never been surface level it’s deeper. Embedded into our core through creation itself. It’s reflected in our presence and behaviour everyday. Our natural instincts to feel and to connect has been suppressed overtime. So please be yourself and have courage to become who you’re suppose to be. Authenticity is beauty and that authenticity starts on the inside and reflects on the outside. Don’t lower yourself to societies standards as that has a habit of destroying our true beauty from the inside out. Nature already accepts every part of you. The people that judge are usually the ones that need work to understanding their own beauty on a deeper level. Be your natural authentic self and your true nature and instincts will open up to you. The more authentic your become the more of Earth’s authenticity you will see and feel. 💜


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Depression became my teacher.

Depression taught me that I didn’t actually want to die. I love this World, all the trees, flowers and animals. But I wanted to escape the system and the situation I was trapped in. The only way I could was changing my mind frame and the way I see this World. Now I live for all the animals, trees, oceans, skies, because this world is more beautiful and important than anything and it needs people to care. We just need to learn to connect to something that is real and natural. Our relationship with this World, nature and the universe is real. The interconnectedness of life is always there and regardless how alone we may feel at times, we are never truly alone. The system and society we live in is false and that’s what your mind is escaping from. Our minds, body, emotions and spirit know the raw nature of ourselves and it’s trying to teach us, unfortunately through evolution our beings have not learned the best method of how to teach us to break free so we end up feeling depressed. Please don’t let it defeat you. Listen to yourself and ask yourself what do you need? What situation are you actually escaping from? Appreciate what you do have, rather that what you don’t have. Simplify life and your basic requirements for living. This world needs you. Find that positivity in yourself and if you need help remember you are never truly alone. Every one of us is connected by an invisible force driving us to become the best version of ourselves. Sometimes it just takes a deep breath and courage to take a step forward and eventually you’ll learn how to run again. Connect to something real. This world won’t give up on us so please don’t give up on yourself. You’ve got this.


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Understanding your own awareness and presence in life.

It’s time to expand your awareness and presence of yourself and others. This all starts with answering questions about yourself and digging deep into your consciousness. How aware are you of your words, actions and presence in life? When you walk into a room what does your presence (vibe, energy) feel like? Do people tread on egg shells?, are they drawn to your warm nature? Do you project negative emotions onto others? Does your ego like to make you feel superior to others? Do you treat others with respect and dignity? If you are not connected to your self preservation and awareness in life then it’s time for role play.

Place yourself in another’s situation and ask yourself If someone spoke to me the way I had spoken to that person – would I like it? How would it make me feel? Would I like to be In a room with myself? If someone judged me the way I judged others – would it be an accurate reflection of myself? Would I like to be treated the way I treat others? If you have noticed you don’t treat others or yourself well then there’s work to do. If you find that you do treat people well then don’t forget to praise yourself. It helps build confidence and teachers us our own authenticity. The key is digging deep with questions and unearthing awareness on different aspects of ourselves. The deeper you go the more questions will come naturally. Imagine you’re the therapist to yourself and answer honestly.

The more aware we become of our own needs and the way we like to be treated in life the more compassionate we become to others and the planet. The process of expanding awareness and understanding our presence is an extension of shadow work.


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What is shadow work?

Shadow work teaches us to accept and leave behind in our lives the negativity which no longer serves us such as: evil, hate, anger, violence, drama, ego, fear, the conditioning of the system. It no longer serves our minds as we are evolving beyond this 3D reality.

The process of shadow work is called SELF-REFLECTION. We dig into the parts of ourselves that are unhealed such as past traumas, abuse, relationships, negative emotions and how our presence and emotions affect others. We heal/leave them behind because they no longer serve/align with our higher state of mind, the person we’re becoming or the person we want to be. To heal/leave them behind we must face why they was inside us to begin with. You’ll go through many emotions but you’ll feel lighter and lighter the more you leave your shadow behind. To allow the light to enter and grow we must make space.

Methods: Meditation is probably the best. Or for a beginner, mirror work. Look through a mirror. First ask yourself what does the person in the mirror need. A hug, a friendly smile, love, cheering up? What you need generally shows the areas that need improvement. Then have a look through your negative reactions and presence in life? Are you short-tempered, do you have jealously in you? are you selfish? Why are you jealous and angered easy etc..? What are the triggers?? And keep digging deeper with the questions until you get to the root of the cause and find closure. That’s how we heal. We bring all the negative and unhealed parts of ourselves to the surface and face them.

There may be past experiences in life such as abuse, violence, childhood trauma and relationships which will be a similar process. However, if another person was involved such as a parent, ex lover? Do not look into their negativity. You are not responsible for another’s actions. Their negativity is no longer your negativity. Their actions are not your burden to carry. Just focus on the closure and healing you need to leave the experience behind.

After you’ve faced a negative part of yourself. Go into the opposite positive, such as happiness and find the things that make you happy. It helps to keep us balance throughout the process. It also teaches us the importance of balance, self-love and self-care. We don’t leave positive emotions behind. We wouldn’t want anyone taking our happiness away. So why would we take it away from ourselves? We all love positivity such as happiness, love, peace, kindness etc. It helps us see through new eyes. We just remove the negativity that block our positive perception about ourselves and the World.

The more negatives you leave behind the more you ascend beyond duality. The world will look less fearful and more beautiful. We change the world by changing our perspective first. Therefore, changing the way we feel, see and treat the world. Ultimately it’s about aligning the masculine and feminine divine energies in all of us. We are all born with both energies and when they work in balance they are a beautiful energy. So it’s important to both think and feel the situations equally. 💖☮️💜🙏🦋🌺


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Inhale me

Feel the curves

Of my existence,

Exhale my name

In anticipation,

Taste me

Without any resistance,

Use your tongue

To talk to my flesh,

Conquer me

With your seduction,

Break me down

Into a molecule

absorb all of me,

Be the poetry

To my blank page.


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I lay across this gnarled branch, spilling my secrets to the wisdom of trees. The warmth of the atmosphere blankets me with a gentle touch. I whisper into the oak my sweet melodies of life as we build an unbreakable connection as children of this land. The tales of happiness spread throughout the forest. With the giggles of flowers echoing into the air. The bark nurtures the child in me as my laughter radiates to the fluffiness of the clouds. The soil shivers from the grounds caress as the leaves dance into the distant winds. The day draws to a close borderlining between the warmth of the day and the brisk of the night. The sun prints its goodbye into the sky, painting the horizon in a beautiful rainbow of lullabies. My eyes beam with gratitude and the innocence in my breath gasps a moment in silence. Mushrooms release their final spores in appreciation as the touch of dawn kisses our passionate skins. Bats awaken in excitement to pull of the approaching moon. I climb down from my moment in heaven and say my goodbye for now. A warmth of love shivers through my core. It’s an unconditional love, a sacred love, a final spur of wisdom from my old friend. Of how connected we all are. We share the same secrets. The same beautiful moments. The nurturing energy of the beaming sun and the protection of the mysterious moon. We live in-between sharing the true intimacy of Earth. A glimmering tear rolls down my cheek. I wipe it and leave it on the tree as a mark of our infinite friendship. Together we shared many lifelong memories and emotions today and tomorrow, we’ll share them all again. 


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The human body is a miracle

With healing magic within,

The chakras are just as important

As our eyes and skin.

It starts with discovery

Of deep meditations,

We learn more about ourselves

And the human foundations.

We should have been taught

From early childhood,

Of the power of connection

To generate a world of good.

Consciousness is awakening

The more we are understanding,

Ancient knowledge is inside us

A grand scale of evolution is returning.

The light is switched on

Unconditional love is spreading,

More contagious than a virus

A new era is forming.

We shape our reality

Through the dimensions,

Earth is our home

And healing is our intention.

The universe is ingeniously designed

We’re embedded in the architecture,

We’ve been given the tools

It’s time for us to paint the picture.

Nothing is separate

Everything is connected,

Our lives are the blueprint

Of a universe perfected.


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Don’t worry my child

Everything heals within time,

It may take patience

And a little rhyme.

From a shattered heart

To a lost mind,

Nothing is ever permanent

We can leave it behind.

Sometimes it takes courage

To move along,

Dance the rhythm of life

Through the magic of song.

You are the light

At the end of your tunnel,

It can be sparked with a smile

Or even a cuddle.

Hold on for today

Tomorrow will be better,

You can take on any storm

And change the weather.

You are brave

And beautifully designed

Praise how far you’ve come

Take a breath and unwind.


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Sound and vibrations
The force of resonance waves,
Connect our past, present & future
In this spectacular age.
When an event is profound
It can shock us to our core,
The waves are felt through timelines
And open up conscious doors.
The event may not have happened
It’s connected to our intuition
We feel something in our senses
Part of our extrasensory cognition.
The natural connection of humans
Is to the universe & planet,
Strip away anything systematic
Connect to Earth’s enchantment.
At some point in our lives
We all felt that we were born for more,
The secrets were never hidden
They are embedded in your core.
Everything is evolving
We’re all becoming more aware,
Journeying onto our authentic paths
Welcome to the age of repair.


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I’m filled with balance
And unconditional love,
With gratitude for Earth
And the sky up above.
The night sky lights
My mind with wonders,
As the stars radiate
The universes colours.
I appreciate all I have
I’ll never need more,
My body is healthy
My mind is an open door.
The key to happiness
Is the way we think,
Positive thoughts help us rise
Negative thoughts help us sink.
Self-love is a powerful tool
It connects us to how we feel,
Take time out for yourself
Use your energy to heal.
There is an unconditional love
Earth gives us everyday,
Be thankful for nature
Allow love to light the way.


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Colour is linked to my emotions
It is my second heartbeat,
The ink feels like passion
The shades taste bittersweet.
Merging with my eyes
Connecting to my veins,
The pigments ignite my blood
The spectrums numb the pain.
Colour speaks my language
Through a palette deep inside,
Mixing saturations of glitter
Exploding when paints collide.
The rainbow that is me
Is captured by the light,
With a kaleidoscope of colour
I am more than black and white.
Iridescence is the abyss of my soul
Mixed with the hues of time,
Highlighting the dark corners
In a chroma of endless rhymes.


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Stag doodle


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The labyrinth

I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?

I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see, I panic & shout
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.

I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going to lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.

Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear
I’ll obtain a key to open this door
With the courage to slay a Minotaur.

Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
No time to think, the roars get closer
I stumble & fall, “shit”
Into the Minotaurs enclosure.

I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up, I feel its stare
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.

Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’ve to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.


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Intellectual orgasm

Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
With a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.


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Beyond twlight

I’m a rouge star dancing
In the specks of dust,
Weaving a vortex
Of cosmic lust.
Spectrums of color
Shape into vibrant streams,
Molding particles of glitter
Into artistic dreams.
A nectar of magic merges
With my ember of hope,
Forming a single moment
Through a kaleidoscope.
Golden rivers dissolve
Into angelic wings,
Showering the planets
In a blanket of rings.
The Universe beams
Radiating lights,
As shades of wonder
Expose the night.
Rainbows of hope fuse
With the stratosphere,
leaving their mark
As my star engineer.
The echoes wave
Into the twilight hours,
As the Sun whispers
Goodnight my flowers.


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I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.


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The Labyrinth (5D)

I close my eyes & lucid dream
Only to ascend into golden streams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
So many spirals, how did this happen?

I drift around in all this awe
With hidden knowledge, I can’t ignore
Removing the blocks, lifting the veil
Holy fuck ‘we are the Holy grail’

This nothingness is a lot to apprehend
My mind explodes as I transcend,
Euphoria grabs hold & I’m not going to lie
I’m in sync with all, I can almost fly.

Frequency surges and codes appears
Spreading the light, everything is clear
We’ll share our love to open this door
And face a beauty like never before.

Never wished to become a teacher
With ‘love & balance’ to every creature
Open your mind & escape this World
Lose the ego, and then rebuild.

At one with all, I’m fully aware
Consciousness has stripped me bare,
I lost my mind somewhere in Space
The Universe exposed my truest face.

With a system drilled into our heads
Designed to keep the mind fed,
We’re to break away and finally be free
It’s time to awaken, you are the key.


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Soul engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.

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Perfect imperfection

I’m not perfect
Just perfectly flawed,
With broken edges
That are curved & broad.
I’ve been ripped apart
Only to be stitched,
Sewn with resilience
And a little added bitch.
I’m a cocktail of disaster
A messed up recipe,
With a teaspoon of spice
And a dash of profanity.
I’m a hurricane
So beautiful to view,
Just not a storm
To get sucked into.
With a life forged
Full of rejection
I became perfect
A perfect imperfection


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Colours can bleed
Colours can cry,
They fade away
But they never die.
There’s dark & light
Purple or golden,
Associated with life
& different emotion.
Choose a colour
To match your soul,
Would it be vibrant
Or as black as coal?
Mix the colours
That others will see,
Show them the spectrum
Of what you can be.


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Shape Of Growth

I followed my dreams
They led me to you,
Over the dark forest
Beyond the castle view.
When I asked for a sign
It spelled out my name,
Burning into my mind
Like fire to a flame.
When I searched for love
I was handed a mirror,
I needed to love myself
To see things clearer.
When I chased freedom
I lost touch with reality,
Shaping myself was vital
Discovery was the key.
The answers appeared
Knowledge had to be earned.
I found myself embedded
In the lessons I had learned.


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Soul letter

The alphabet fluctuates
From letters to emotion,
As we embed our passions
On pages forever frozen.
We string text together
And give it a meaning,
Then we open our souls
To a dictionary of feelings.
Rhymes become inked
With broken hearts,
For the bleeding poetry
To be called art.
Words become characters
As we make them whole,
We fill letters with ideas
And words with soul.


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I cast my eyes
Beneath the veil,
And witnessed the truth
Of the forbidden grail.
Travelling through time
On a magical carpet ride,
Watching the Planets form
And the asteroids collide.
Like Alice in wonderland
My sanity has ended,
As I escaped this realm
With a soul transcended.


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We prepare ourselves
For our next life,
With tests and trials
That we barely survive.
Our kindness & warmth
Is to lead the way,
And open the gates
To a brand new day.
Consciousness awakes
Through darkness & light,
But we can’t be afraid
By the creaks in the night.
This Planet is a gift
We should never ignore,
It leads us down a path
Of conscious doors.
When your mind opens
Your eyes will follow,
Don’t be lost in a world
That became so shallow.
Balance is the key
As we stand in the middle,
Decrypting the code
Of the Universe’s riddle.



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Reality is beautifully unique
A complicated suprise,
No star looks the same
Through different eyes.
We walk down our paths
Hand in hand my friend,
Taking different journeys
We’ll all meet in the end.
What is this word ‘normal’
They try & force us to be,
How can we all be the same
In these individual realities.
We are written into one story
Living in seperate stages,
Disconnected by perspective
But connected by the pages.


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I’ve fallen through worlds
That are in my mind,
Landed on earth
With a purpose to find.
Layers of mistake
Masked in smiles,
I fell for a world
That put me on trial.
So many storms
Where do I start?
Lightening & thunder
Appeared in my heart.
Like the planet
Thoughts orbit around,
Yet gravity forbids me
To leave this ground.


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First attempt drawing anime. 🙂


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Lotus Flower

A recent doodle to share with you all.


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Junk Art


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Born into a land
Forgotten by time,
Days are nights
The stars don’t align.
Fell out of sync
Into another zone,
A place abandoned
Which I call my home.
I’m ahead of myself
Or I was left behind,
Orbiting the outside
Of my very mind.
Days become years
Decades are legends,
Minutes are hours
Forever is a second.


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Mind fuck

I’ll play the lead
In your dirty book,
Feel the sensation
Off this mind fuck.
You can see me here
Inbetween the lines,
I’m behind the cover
On page sixty nine.
Read each verse
To feel me within,
This isn’t a love story
It’s a book of sin.
I will tease you
On every cliffhanger,
Strip me bare
In every chapter.
You’ll lick your lips
When you read,
Because ‘I want’
becomes ‘I need’


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Heart of time

Let’s dance together
One last night,
I’ll follow your rhythm
As you hold me tight.
I’ll take in your scent
As I feel you breathe,
We’ll sway into the night
Before I have to leave.
Our hearts will beat
In tune together,
When souls merge
We’ll dance forever.
If we don’t meet again
That would be fine,
Memories will freeze
In the heart of time.

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I am very similar
To my porcelain skin,
Smooth on the surface
Yet hollow within.
If you look closely
You can trace the tracks,
Of this worn exterior
That has started to crack.
I’m strong & sturdy
Yet a fragile little thing,
My strength is carried
On my broken wings.
Just one last drop
I will fail to exist,
As history will scatter
Into a porcelain mist.


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The final chapter…

If the world was ending
Would you be there,
I’d be standing on a roof
Shooting a flare.
Would you race by my side
To wipe away the tears,
Holding me in your arms
As we faced our final fears.
When we take our last breaths
Could you look me in the eye,
Tell me everything would be okay
Knowing our dreams would die,
Tomorrow will be ashes
Yesterday would be gone,
No more walks on the beach
Or dusk until dawns.
But in our final moments
I know that I will be okay,
As you’d be there beside me
Which no force could take away.


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Black snow

As I stand here
On this empty street,
Black snow falls
It’s a sign of defeat.
There is no hope
I can’t see any flares,
This feels like hatred
It looks like despair.
Flakes land on me
They drip with pain,
From ashes to blood
Leaving their stain.
The fantasy we’ve lived
Drowns into insanity,
As this darkness steals
The last pieces of humanity.


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Hells Heavens

Shoot me down
With bows & arrows,
My ghosts will rise
To haunt your shadows.
Fire your cannons
Release your weapons,
Witness the day I open
All hells heavens.
Beware if you curse me
With your deadly plagues,
This queen of hearts
Is also the queen of spades.
I have flames inside me
With a lethal spark,
I’ve walked through hell
I’m not afraid of the dark.
Deafen me with thunder
Hit me with lightening,
This one women army
Isn’t afraid of dying.


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Bored specimen

I don’t feel pleased
Or even desired,
There’s no passion
I am not inspired
I need excitement
The rush of adrenaline,
I am nothing more
Than a bored specimen.
As the world ticks
And steals my tocks,
I’m swimming in a sea
With a pocket of rocks.
This is my addiction
With veins of greed,
Give me an adventure
I need to feed.


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I’m writing my life
On a Celestial page,
Where time doesn’t exist
It’s just an illusion of age.
There is an inbetween
I fell through the gap,
I asked the abyss to help
And it lead me into a trap.
There’s silence in sound here
Black and white in colour,
The spectrums merge
With dimensions to discover.
The chronicle of events
I stand here touching,
And it all makes sense
Life equates to nothing.


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Beautiful sickness

Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.

– K

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A couple of pictures I’ve taken of the sunsets recently with added filters.

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I drift away into
Arcadian dreams,
Where castles await
The Kings and Queens.
Many species
Have settled here,
& within a blink of an eye
They all appear.
Through Elvish lands
Are Celestial teachers
Spreading wisdom
To all the creatures.
As Valerians protect
And Valkaries preserve,
There’s a balance of respect
Every Planet deserves


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Bottomless pit

I saw the colours
The spectrum In your eyes,
And I painted them red
As red as the burning skies.
I witnessed the light
Shining through your soul,
I painted it black
As black as coal.
I felt the goodness
In your heart,
I shunned it away
As the darkest art.
I touched the pain
In your tears,
I ignored the voices
Screaming through my ears.
I carried the burden
You carried around,
I turned it into lightening
Striking the ground.
I felt you die
A thousand times,
You felt me fall
Inbetween the lines.
We observed the world
Breakout into plagues
And our souls drowned
Into an abyss of shades.


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My life is cursed
Or am I the cure,
My body aches
For so much more.
Was I created
By mistake,
Is there a sign
Or a path to take.
Is anyone else there?
Or I am too blind,
Living in Braille
With colour to find.
I might be lost
Or am I home,
Nothing is certain
When you ache alone.


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The pieces are there
To merge together,
I’m caged in puzzles
Which take forever.
The symbols appear
As I cross dimensions,
Chasing my insanity
With lots of questions.
There are worlds here
Masked in disguise,
It’s the world we live
That’s masked in lies.
I am losing myself
The deeper I roam,
Yet the closer I crawl
The more It feels like home.


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The surreal night sky
Shimmers like a rainbow,
With glimpses of purple
And castles that glow.
Beyond our existence
The moon is possessed,
In an open garden
Where the comets rest.
There’s peace up above
As insignificant as we are,
If compare to the unknown
Of those shooting stars.


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Spectrum of dreams

In a land of dreams
Time doesn’t bend,
Crossing dimensions
Chasing worlds end.
Follow the secret garden
Down into an abyss,
The silence is deadly
It’s the noise you miss.
Through deathly hollows
Inbetween the gargoyles,
You’ll find the doorways
To a heaven of Royals.
Follow the spectrum
Into a fading night sky,
& merge with dimensions
Hidden behind the eye.


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A Banshee sings
The Fairies fly,
A Oracle holds
The eye to the sky.
A Goblin steals
A Witch casts,
The Muse influences
All of our paths.
The Ogres scare
A Queen conquers,
Under the bed
Lies the monsters.
As magic soars
And Valerians fly,
Humanity drains
As imagination dies.


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I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pores,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And my promise of forever.


via Everlasting

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I’m the girl,
That falls
In love,
Every night.
Looking up,
After the stars,
Captivated by the
Falling in love,
With everything
Yet everything,



via Infatuation…

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Would you kiss my lips,
If they are bleeding pain?
Would you wipe away acid,
If my tears leaked with shame?
Would you hold me close,
If my heart fired ice?
Would you carry me home,
If I fled from this life?
Would you chase me into storms,
Just to battle my thunder?
Would you hold me in your arms
To give me shelter to hide under?
Would you love me in reality
Could anyone ever love me,
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Soul Engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.


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Pandora’s box

I dreamt I was searching
For Pandora’s box,
Buried in an abyss
Of darkness and rocks.
Whilst searching
I was tortured by pain,
Of a thousand souls
Hell couldn’t contain.
But in all this torture
I was approached by hope,
It was anchored to my life
And I was the rope.
After the tests and trials
I stumbled on a cave,
Were the box was open
& the world was its slave.


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I’m a pirate of life
Aching for treasure,
Feeling the freedom
Is what I pleasure.
I’m a pirate on land
Not one with the sea,
I’m following a compass
To find a part of me.
I’ll sail in my depths
To find caves hidden,
Whilst I test the current
Of a land forbidden.
I’m free with myself
But not the ocean around,
I’m searching for treasure
On this hollow ground.


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The Darkest Fairytale

The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.


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Universes apart.

Oh darling, we have always lived on the same Planet, we have just lived different realities in separate worlds.


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I was struck by an arrow
A love stricken arrow,
Gazing down a lonely path
So dark and narrow.
I feel him at the end
His heart beating for mine,
I’m drowning in an hourglass
Swimming in the sands of time.
We have never connected
Yet I feel him inside,
Then he’s lost to memories
And a part of me dies.
It’s the universe dividing us
As we will never be close,
Yet I see him in my thoughts
And the universe slows.
Maybe we are past lovers
Searching the world together
Or maybe we’re forgotten souls
That lost each other forever.


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The earth knows
How to warm the core,
As the sea knows
How to touch the shore.
The oceans know
The current can break,
From peace to tsunami
In a mighty quake.
Every organism born
Is able to grow,
As they start their path
As a tiny embryo.
The planet knows
To circle the Sun,
And the moon follows
When the day is done.
The magnetic fields
Know how to protect,
This world is a miracle
That people forget.



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The Darkest Fairytale

I’m all about unicorns,
Rainbows and light,
With added sarcasm
And a poetic bite.
I will fight for love
Or anything greater,
With a vocabulary like
A posh drunken sailor.
I’ve a sexy imagination
Like a dirty damsel,
I’ll be really good
Or a god damn handful.
I’m completely loyal
Yet slightly psychopathic,
I’ll give you my best
As a hopeless romantic.
I’ll wear that little dress
With those heels you like,
Then I’ll drop you a hint
That I’m on a hunger strike.
You’ll never get bored
As longs as you’re with me,
We can be lovers or friends
Just don’t become my enemy.


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Conscience awake

Free minds can destory
Those ignorant hearts,
Show them the world
They’ve ripped apart.
My conscience is awake
It has been for decades,
The system is a game
Of pathetic charades.
We obey the commands
And follow the routine,
There’s too many voices
Behind the machine.
It became harder to live
When I could finally see,
A world of insanity
Known as reality.


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Glass and tears

We are nothing but
broken mirrors,
A million shards
Of glass & tears.
Like a broken mirror
We have no place,
Just a reflection
Of an unfamiliar face.
It’s damaged goods
Or imperfect art,
As they see our scars
Just not our hearts.



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Here in your arms
In which we spoon,
Taking in your scent
It will be over soon.
I feel your breath
Blanket my ear,
Taking in the moment
Before it disappears.
The warmth you share
With a passionate heart,
Sheltering me in love
It’s a piece of art.
Time is precious
When we’re together,
I just wish these moments
Would last forever.


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Heart of wax

This heart of mine
Was once a candle,
It became a wildfire
It was too much to handle.
The flame disappeared
They realised I was broken,
Only silenced remained
And my words unspoken.
I tried to fit in this world
And find my home,
The more people learned
The more I felt alone.
This heart of mine
Is now left with cracks,
The fire that once burned
Is nothing more than wax.



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Creative motive

I wasn’t born to lead
Only to inspire,
I use this rhythm
To ignite your fire.
I’m right by your side
Just read my signs,
Feel the passion
In between the lines.
It’s your story aswell
Etched in every verse,
Just a different plot
With the same curse.
So If you’re in doubt
Hear my words sing,
Whispering in your ear
You can do anything.


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Ocean kissed

The ocean takes me
Just like a storm,
Throwing me deeper
As the coral forms.
But here I swim
Deeper by day,
As all this beauty
Takes my mind away.
It’s a sense of freedom
Found never before,
Feeling these depths
My feet on the shore.
The ocean is freedom
I had hoped to find,
With treasure lost
Just like my mind.
So swallow me
In those blow holes,
My heart can not heal
Without ocean souls.
This is my world
Or what I had wished,
The freedom was a dream
Until it had vanished.


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All hallows eve

All hallows eve
When divides break,
From dead to living
From sleep to awake.
The ghosts cross over
To trick and treat,
Observing our world
From a window seat.
It’s a night of magic
As witches are reborn,
The dead only remember
The words they sworn.
So on hallows eve
Remember the history,
As you will cross paths
With a deadly mystery.


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Welcome back

Meditation is here
I’m back in the zone,
All these strange colours
As I fade Into the unknown.
This is my illusion
My spiritual sight,
Fading into my mind
Drifting into the night.
Don’t get me wrong
This is very familiar,
It’s a strange beauty
Yet my mind is clearer.
I will sit and observe
There is no control,
As I sit and experience
The visions of my soul.


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Petals fall

Rose petals fall
From a white sky,
Painting towns red
In a beautiful lullaby.
The paths are still
There’s no wind in sight,
The red petals glow
In the dark of the night.
Once a fearful colour
Linked with danger,
Yet only peace remains
There is no anger.
Like the stars have fallen
Upon this earth,
& now we’re all lost
In a magical universe.






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