Find me before you..

Before I find you
I’ll need to find me,
So when we meet
My heart can be free.
Instead of searching for love
I’m climbing my wall,
It keeps me from loving
So I’m not able to fall.
I’ll be your everything
You’ll deserve that much,
So when we meet
I’ll appreciate your touch.
When we kiss
Without hesitation,
I won’t be there
Battling my frustrations.
Let me seek the barriers
keeping me from you
So when we meet,
We can have a love that’s true.

K

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Eye opener..

We hate what you did
And that you’re alive,
When we’re just living
To survive.
Turning our life’s into hell,
Remembering every moment
That we fell.
Not that you’ll remember
Or that you care,
We was once your daughter’s
You put through despair.
You Snatched away
Childhood and dreams,
But you act like the victim
So it seems.
We’re still here
Which you forgot,
All the abuse you delivered
The words you shot.
You taught us
The meaning of hate,
Through a broken love
You chose to violate.
We’re very different now
Do we enter your mind?
Thanks for your lessons,
We’re no longer blind.

K

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival
Its partying to loud,
It’s rather hysterical.
Starting out slow
This shit became a ritual.
Sorry dear but i’m not normal
Just one fucked up individual,
Don’t waste your time on me
I’m too complex
For this fucked up reality.
The noise doesn’t drown
To the bottom of any bottle,
And people look up to me
Like some role model.
If only they had a clue
I’ll leave a path of destruction,
Like I always do.

K

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Home to hell…

He told me
He has demons,
Deep inside.
Until that moment
He never knew,
I had a hell inside me
Where his demons could hide.

K

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass
Scatters
Across the wall,
Unable to fight
You fall to the floor.
Tears flood
Anger burns,
Pain in the heart
As the stomach churns.
It’s a moment of weakness
Or a moment of madness,
No other would comprehend,
This life of darkness
The smiles you pretend.
It’s a living a hell
The mind becomes a prison,
Which you become its cell.
Standing to your feet
Sucking up the pain,
Of denial & defeat.
It takes a minute
To regain your focus,
You disregard the ache
Of feeling so hopeless.
Exhausted from the fight
You close your eyes,
And tell yourself
“Tomorrow I’ll be alright”

K

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending,
Would you be there?
I’d be standing on a roof,
Shooting a flare.
Would you race by my side
To wipe away the tears,
Holding me in your arms
As we faced our final fears.
When we take our last breaths
Could you look me in the eye?
Tell me everything will be ok
Knowing our dreams would die,
Tomorrow will be ashes
Yesterday would be gone,
No more walks on the beach
Or dusk until dawns.
But in our final moments
I’ll know that I’ll be ok,
Because you’ll be there beside me
Which no force could take away.

K

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Trust time..

Beautiful things
are not only seen,
They are felt
With an open heart.
A single touch
Every door slam,
Sunsets, music,
A kiss, hug or dream,
Everything is felt within.
A heart can shatter
Into millions of pieces,
But the pieces never leave,
And in time
Each piece will find its way back
To fill the cracks
Of your heart,
With all the laughter & love,
With all the memories made.

K

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