Red is the smell of strawberries

And the feeling of surprise,

The scent of the earthy soil

and the blood flowing behind our eyes.

Our first main chakra is called the root

Associated with the colour red,

it’s our foundation to life

and it highlights all the fears we’ve fed.

Red is the vitality

That keeps us alive,

The strength of our instincts

Embedded, in the stop signs.

Red is our connection to Earth

Connecting Earths iron core to the iron in our blood,

It’s our survival in life and the question of

Whether we should.

Red is the aroma of cinnamon

And the taste of the juicy pomegranate seeds,

It holds the essence of Christmas

As the colour associates with sugary greed.

Red is the colour of addiction

And life’s temptation.

The feeling of pain and agony

In a boiling inflammation.

Red is an alertness

That gives us fight,

It’s the first colour we see as child

And the last to leave our sight.

Red is the colour of healing

With infrared gifted by the Sun,

It’s an ability activated by our hands

When there’s healing to be done.

Red is there to ground us

Our instinctual guide

It’s one of the Suns three primary colours

And with these three, every colour is supplied.


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Inking agony

Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn to acid
Paper to ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or in-between the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
As poetic truths
Are inked with agony.


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Two night owls- Short story

The night had started bleak. I was tossing and turning and counting the sheep. This wasn’t the first time, nor the last. The clock struck midnight and time was passing fast. “A cup of tea,” of course. I knew the caffeine wouldn’t help. Inside, I was screaming, but all I could do was let out a welp. You see, night times were the times of inspiration and promise. The stars were shining, and at this time of night, my emotions were the most honest. I decided to give up and accept creative defeat. The barn was calling me, and I had a painting to complete. I climbed into my slippers and rolled on my dressing gown and headed next door, to a place where I expressed all my ups and downs. I tied my long blonde hair into a bun and set out on my way for some creative fun.

The bats were out in solitude as the moonlight grazed the grass fields, highlighting their food. There was a cold frost approaching over the distance, I could feel the hesitation in me and my body’s resistance. I needed to sleep, but how could I when this inspiration ran too deep? I was never built for 9–5 living, when the nocturnal creature that is me was unforgiving. I knew I’d be tired when my alarm would later awake me from my slumbers, “screw the system! it’s nothing but words and numbers”. My creativity was real, my art was my expression, and the paintings and colours knew me without question. The barn was my emotional outlet, where I had spent many nights. My emotions were part of the woodwork, and my energy was embedded in the lights. I headed through the barn door and let out a shiver. There were holes in the roof, so the cold flooded in like a river. I threw a load of wood onto the log burner and hoped for the best. After about 10 minutes of waiting, the flames began, and with that light came a glimpse of an intriguing guest.

Our guest was white with brown wings. Its yellow eyes reflecting with the flames, it had a half-eaten mouse in front of him, from his hunting games. It was a barn owl, so alert and full of patience. We both looked at each other curiously. It seemed unbothered by my presence. It had found a home in the corner of my old bookcase. The doors had fallen off. It was on my list to be restored, but I was having trouble finding time due to the whole rat-race. “What should I call you?” I whispered into the dark space, “My name is Mary. It’s okay, you are safe. ” Then an opportunity hit me. I had a volunteer from whom I could draw. It would be like my life-drawing classes, except this model lived by nature’s law. I scurried around, gathering my pencils. This one night had delivered me so much potential. I set up my easel with fresh paper on display, and began drawing this magnificent creature. I didn’t want the moment to drift away.

I began sketching the outline of its brown wings and a thought crossed my mind. Was this creature alone or did it live with its kind? Would more arrive soon? Their hunt would be over in a matter of hours, as we wave our goodbyes to the moon. It’s curious how we project our own instincts onto other creatures. Do they need love or warmth? Are they hungry? I guess we are always learning because nature is our greatest teacher. This owl became my inspiration, and it doesn’t even know, how its appearance activated my creativity flow. Its brown, beautiful wings and pure white chest and head, with reflective eyes and an ivory-coloured beak, nestle beautifully in my creative nest. My home is now yours as we share this planet together, because these moments are worth a thousand treasures. My eyes watched in awe as it devoured its prey. I wasn’t bothered that it was moving. I’m just glad it didn’t fly away. After 3 hours of silence and utter concentration, the drawing was finally complete, I turned and showed it the image, and it jumped full stretch to its feet. I thought it could have been out of please. I guess I was a bit forthcoming and put the little creature at unease. “It’s okay, I just wanted you to see. How beautiful you are to me. We have more in common than you think. We are both night owls, and our body clocks are probably quite in sync. I’ll leave this image here because we both need to rest, and if you are here tomorrow, then I’ll be truly blessed. ” I left the art on the easel, leaving the barn beaming with glee at how this little owl could draw such happiness from me. Just one interaction can widen your view as the magic of life can appear, out of the blue. I made my way to bed, no longer worried about sleep, as this relaxation in my veins runs so deep. I have 5 hours until I wake. That’s plenty of time, because my memory of tonight will be embedded in the melody of rhyme.

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The illusion of separation

We are dreaming because a lot of people are still sleeping. When we look at the world, it’s full of wonder and beauty. However, it’s also full of illusions, an illusion that many are still sleeping in. This illusion is called “separation.” Separation is driven by the governments and media, whether they know they are causing it or not. To wake up is to see beyond the illusion. Below are some examples of what causes separation from ourselves, the world, and our true nature.

  • Violence
  • Hatred
  • Ego
  • Discrimination
  • Duality
  • War
  • Greed
  • Pride
  • Identity
  • Roles
  • Hierarchies
  • Material world
  • Possessions

They are only a small fraction of the examples. When we are separated, we tend to overconsume in order to fill the void. We may work more, eat more, drink more, or allow ourselves to become addicted to anything that gives us the slightest bit of pleasure or belonging. If we don’t experience this fulfilment, then we end up with depression and anxiety.

Depression and anxiety are not the problems. You see, depression is a way of telling our bodies that our minds and hearts are somewhere they don’t belong. It’s separation from the world and our true calling that causes depression, because deep down, we all just want to go home. That home is already here. We just need to remove the layers of separation that prevent us from experiencing and living freely. Shadow work can help remove the layers of separation.

We see separation mostly commonly through the media and news. It’s driven by separation. You see, if we all got along perfectly, then we would work together in unity and oneness. We would no longer need the government. They are supposed to be the middle ground, creating the balancing and teaching us the understanding to be the best we can be. However, they are not preventing balance; they are driving a wedge in-between. They need us to need them for their own survival, so they create a fear and then they fight that fear, and we’re to applaud this ‘act’ of heroism with service and gratitude. They are not a good example of leadership. Even governments are separated by their own parities, or left and right views. We can all view the same picture. No one will experience the picture the same way. However, we can agree on a balanced understanding of what that picture means. This is called an alignment, and each day we are aligning with oneness and unity. Just as the sun and stars align. We are synchronising with our true purpose. The world may feel like it’s getting worse when, in fact, the illusion is falling and more people are awakening. Turning off your television and media channels helps your mind to become clear and to see past the illusion of conditioning. It allows your true self to shine through. We disconnect from the illusion to reconnect to our true purpose.

Conditioning is a strange concept. It’s strange because everything in the universe and on this planet, even ourselves, is naturally unconditioned. Conditioning is something created by man to control. An example of this is our food and land. We have vast amounts of food and land that the governments have taken from us to sell back to us. This is controlled conditioning. The conditioning sends people to work to earn money to buy food, land, houses, and freedom. Therefore, they create an illusion. The planet and universe gave us everything, even the freedom to travel. The freedom to travel has become conditioned by passports and now vaccinations. The freedom to sleep where you choose is conditioned by who owns the land. The illusion that we own possessions. We can’t take anything with us when we die except our spirits. How much time and value have you given to nurturing and understanding your own spirit? The unconditional love that comes with living is conditioned by how much money, skin colour, gender, attractiveness, etc. a person has. Is it the conditioning that humans are the priority species? How many times do we hear about other species on the news? How much effort do we put into maintaining the diversity of species? Very little, because we have been divided by our own diversity as humans. We’ve been blinded by the illusion of conditioning. The universe is infinite, as are we. We are unconditioned beings. If there is a restriction on loving yourself and others unconditionally, then you have been conditioned to think and behave a certain way. Remove the conditioning and you’ll find freedom. Remove the conditioning and there wouldn’t be any discrimination to begin with. All that would remain is unconditional love and acceptance for all.

Let’s talk about mirroring. The world we live in is a mirror dimension. We see reflections of ourselves in others. What we judge and look for in others is a reflection of what needs healing in ourselves. We don’t see the world as it is. We see it as we are. It’s just how the visible light reflects on our eyes. When we evolve consciousness, we feel more connected to ourselves and, therefore, we feel more connected to others. But how is the mirror dimension being used to create an illusion? The answer is “mirror behaviour.” Naturally, for evolution and survival, we have mirrored behaviour for our own survival and our own evolution. This is so we evolve, and in unity we take the best option and evolve together. However, something went wrong in our own evolution. This behaviour lets us down. Let’s have a look at a scenario. There is a bully picking on a child. The bully calls you over. You respond and go over. Now you have two options for your own survival and evolution. You can choose to join in with the bully because it’s the easiest option and “you don’t want any trouble,” or you can choose to stand up against the bully and give the victim strength. Which one do you think would be best for your survival? Which choice would be best for your own evolution? You see, many people become driven more by survival than evolution. Survival goes for the option that is most comfortable. Evolution requires discomfort to grow. Survival and evolution are not separate, though, and they never have been. They are one. However, they have been separated by the system we live in due to fear. The system provides for our survival in exchange for our life-time service and conformity. There is no talk about evolution. Why do you think this is? Evolving is our choice, and evolution comes from those who ask the questions. Evolution comes from those that break away. Evolution comes from those that have survived. It’s formed by discomfort, trauma, and depression. All seeds, eggs, and diamonds grow in the dark and form under pressure. But once you reach the light, you are nurtured and given everything you need to survive. The light continues to guide you, and it’s always been inside you and around you. The light never leaves. Sometimes we just have to break the shell around us in order to remember who we are.

My dream is that people will wake up from the illusion and return to oneness. Oneness is a state of being that is driven by compassion, unity, and wisdom. Oneness is unconditional. It’s inside us and we are connected to it. Oneness is not restricted to humans. Oneness is concerned with all forms of life on this planet and the balance of all. My dream is unconditional and infinite, just as we all are. Those that are sleeping are not separate from those that have been awakened. We are all together and connected. We are all one.


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We live in a masterpiece
An absolute work of art,
Beauty is everywhere
Embedded In the Universes heart.
From the gravitation of the stars
And the vibration of tunes
Love is everywhere
Thanks to the Suns & Moons.
It’s a dance of frequencies
A painting with every colour,
With shines, glimmers and twinkles.
It’s a creativity like no other.
There’s a magic within
Energy is all around,
From the atoms and cells
To the dust on the ground.
Life is a blueprint of love
Every speck holds its secret
Whispering into the ethers,
Listen close, can you hear it?
The spiral of life deepens
With the sacred geometry,
An art piece without an end
An art piece of infinite quality.
The universes unique architecture
In which everything aligns
From the detail of a snowflake
To a stars design.
We live in a fairytale
A true masterpiece of art,
From the life you experience
To what you feel in your heart.
As child we observed
Through innocent eyes,
Believe in the wonder again
True love never dies.


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If time vanishes
Then I want you to know,
How the light stays
Just to watch you grow.
If your flame goes out
Please never worry,
It will return for those
Who are ready.
Open your heart
To unconditional love
Have faith in yourself
And the stars above.
We are all connected
Everything is already here,
Trust the divine plan
When it disappears.
There are lessons
To help you find your way,
Open your heart & mind
Trust, everything will be okay.


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The Abyss of Alice – Short story

It was a snowy Friday night and the clock had struck midnight. I sat on my balcony ledge admiring the undisturbed snow blanketing the street. I had such a temptation to run through the snow and leave a trail of snow angels. However, I was too captivated by the stars who were gracing the world with their presence. The moment was breath-taking, just like a scene from a movie. A moment that I did not want to end. The temperature of the air had reached its freezing point and the cold shivered down into my core. I decided to take a selfie for my followers, attempting to capture as much of the background as my lens could hold. I was foolish and I leant too far and lost balance. “Shit,” I said with panic, trying to catch the ledge. The catch was unsuccessful and I fell from the balcony.

The fall felt like I had been falling over and over again for an eternity. There was no adrenaline, just silence and a state of shock. My limbs were frozen. I could not scream or blink. The more I fell, the colder and darker my surroundings became. It felt like I was dissolving into the nothingness over and over again. There was an anticipation of impact which took forever to reach. However, the impact of a hard ground did not arrive as I had expected. Instead, I was greeted with the whiplash of water that would be scarred into my memories for lifetimes. I had crashed into an abyss. The water engulfed me and I was pulled under. I tried to swim up, but my clothes were so heavy. The water was ice cold and the current was strong. I could not see how far under the surface I had sunk. It was hard to grasp any stability in the commotion. I tossed my arms and flapped my legs until breaking point managing to make my way to the surface. As soon as my face felt the brisk air, I breathed in all the oxygen my lungs could hold and exhaled in horror at my surroundings.

There was nothing in my sight. No sky, no horizon, no snow and no walls. Just pitch-black darkness. I was looking for something, anything to hold onto, but there was no hope. There was no light except I could see the water surface glistening. I couldn’t figure out how it was glistening. Was I hallucinating? I couldn’t feel the ground beneath my feet, just the current spinning me in circles. The confusion and disorientation was kicking in fast. “‘Help, help,'” I screamed. My voice echoed and echoed into the distance. The space surrounding me was utterly silent. Not the type of silence you hear in the still of the night. The type of silence that drowns you in the sound of your heart thudding. I didn’t know what to do. My situation was surreal and overwhelming. My heart was racing and anxiety took over and a lifetime of tears poured from me.

Each tear drop turned into a river, flooding the water further. I tried to stop crying, but I couldn’t. The tears just kept pouring out of me. I was floating in an ocean of my own tears. My cry bounced from silence to silence, echoing into screams of pain. My tear drops began to freeze the water surrounding me. Waves were frozen within a ripple of time. I could feel the ice seeping into the cracks of my skin. I was becoming one with the abyss. I had given into a lifetime of heartache, fear and escape. I had no fight left in me. I had wasted my fight on people less deserving. I had saved no strength for my own survival. The dark ocean’s lure was consuming me. My hands started to ice over. The blood pumping in my veins was slowing. “Was this it?” I shuddered. Would I become frozen in time? Never to be seen again. Would those that I left behind remember me? Was I worth remembering? The more I thought, the faster I froze over. In both life and death, I had grown cold, and the cracks were exposed. Was I already dead?

At one moment, I thought I heard someone shout my name. “Alice, Alice”. Then it happened again, “Alice, Alice,” but this time it was louder. ‘I did hear someone shout my name’. My lips were too frozen to shout back. Could someone save me? Just as hope arrived, everything went dark. There was no more cold or darkness, just peace. An overwhelming warmth rushed through my core. A light flashed through my gaze and familiar voices were talking around me. I could hear my partner James. He was on the phone to someone explaining how he had found me in the pool beneath our balcony. He was sobbing uncontrollably. I just wanted to cry with him. He went on to say that I was 3 days into a coma with a serious head injury and a broken leg. I had fallen onto the roof of the conservatory. The fall left me unconscious almost immediately as I whacked my head on a lower ledge. I slid down the roof and flew off the side and broke my leg by clipping the side of the pool with great impact. James heard the thuds and splashes and came running to my rescue. The paramedics managed to resuscitate me twice before arriving at the hospital. All of this because of one selfie. One selfie nearly cost me my life. One selfie that would later cost me my sanity.


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Little prince Olly – Short story

Short story I wrote for a children’s book.

Little prince Olly

Just could not sleep,

He cuddled his blanket

and even tried counting sheep.

Little prince Olly

Decided to go for a walk,

The house was sleeping

Even the dog would not talk.

Little prince Olly

Decided to explore the grounds,

He got scared by the creaky floors

And all the squeaky sounds.

Little Prince Olly

Tried to pour a drink,

But the milk bottle slipped

And milk spilled all over the sink!

Little Prince Olly

Opened Mummy & Daddy’s door,

He laughed out loud

When he heard Daddies, almighty snore.

Little Prince Olly

Crawled into Mummy & Daddies bed,

He closed his eyes & fell asleep

As soon as the pillow touched his head.


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I am very similar
To my porcelain skin,
Smooth on the surface
Yet hollow within.
If you look closely
You can trace my tracks,
Of this worn exterior
That has started to crack.
I’m strong & sturdy
Yet a fragile little thing,
My strength is carried
On my broken wings.
Just one last drop
I will fail to exist,
As history will scatter
Into a porcelain mist.


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Shape Of Growth

I followed my dreams
They led me to you,
Over the dark forest
Beyond the castle view.
When I asked for a sign
It spelled out my name,
Burning into my mind
Like fire to a flame.
When I searched for love
I was handed a mirror,
I needed to love myself
To see things clearer.
When I chased freedom
I lost touch with reality,
Shaping myself was vital
Discovery was the key.
The answers appeared
Knowledge had to be earned.
I found myself embedded
In the lessons I had learned.


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Welcome to the age of repair

Money only exists because ego and greed exist. If everyone could share, there would be no need for money and there would be balance on this planet. Each day, more and more of us are waking up to the corruption called the ‘system’. The system is controlled by the 1% of the world’s elite that know nothing but greed. They have let their greed and ignorance consume them, and now their greed and ignorance are consuming the planet through the system. It’s amazing how much the governments lie and cover up the truth for this 1%. They think the population can’t handle the truth. When in fact, they can’t admit the truth. They all screwed up, and it’s all for control, because they can’t control their own lives. Humans are an incredibly adaptable species. They just don’t want us to understand how adaptable we are. Their own egos prevent them from seeing the truth, especially if their life is comfortable and their bank accounts are full. They make society work for our food, which is frustrating. They take the land and resources that don’t belong to them, stick a price tag on it, and force society to work in order to receive scrapings back, and we are to be grateful. Grateful for what the planet naturally provides us, and humans greedily putting a price tag on it. Climate change should be renamed to human greed. How about they give us the land back so we can grow our food, build our own shelters, and live in harmony with the creatures around us, just as nature intended? Why is it when we watch the news the topics are always about one species, what about the millions of other species that we share the planet with? What happened to freedom? Not just freedom of speech, but freedom of choice. What if we chose not to worship money? What if we chose not to follow greed? What if we chose not to be part of these false hierarchies? What if we all chose balance and the love of all species equally?

Each day, more and more of us are choosing to balance and shape the planet for the better. Balance is something that greed can never take, as it’s created by the universe and an unseen unconditional love. Even without the species on this planet, balance would thrive because of the millions of species that live in the universe. Why don’t the governments share this news with us? Because they want us to believe we are alone, as they NEED us to depend on the government and this 1% to support us. They don’t want us to understand how interconnected we are. So instead, we have this egotistic system until something wakes us up. We then start looking for more.

What we are looking for is selfless. You see, we are all born with a purpose and that purpose isn’t part of this false system. Every single animal lives to serve this planet and others. The tree grows fruit not for itself but for food or to fertilise the ground. The bees pollinate the flowers and mushrooms have an unbelievable number of purposes that support this planet. What do humans live for other than themselves? We’ve been misled into believing that our needs are the priority and that we live to serve the system. The problem with ego and greed is that they lead to a void. A void that constantly needs filling until that void swallows us up. We need to learn the valuable lessons of being selfless. Nothing on this planet belongs to us, not even our bodies. When we die, our bodies go back to the planet. We ‘buy’ pets, but no animals are ours to own. We may build bonds with animals, but we must remember that no life belongs to us. It belongs to the planet.

 If you want to leave that void behind, then turn to balance for guidance. That balance is inside you and, regardless of how lost we get in life, it can bring us back to balance. Everything is interconnected, and there is so much guidance in the oneness around us. Turn to nature for help. Nature has no ego or greed. It doesn’t take more than what is required. When we take more than what is required, it creates an imbalance elsewhere. Either on the planet or in our bodies. By taking more than what’s required or ingesting what’s not needed, we create cancers and illnesses. Downgrading to what is required in life is what all humans need to do. The more aware we all become, the more the collective consciousness of this planet wakes up and the change shapes reality. The only outcome for the planet with ego and greed is destruction. Taking a selfless path and finding balance will shape a planet full of unconditional love.

Shadow work and chakra healing can help a person connect to their true path. It removes the layers of ‘self’ to reveal our true self and interconnection with all around us. It’s a truly beautiful journey. In our lives, we all once thought that we were born for more. Don’t let the programming of this system drag you down. We all will escape from this false matrix and find our way to balance. We have entered the age of repair and our true nature is coming through. No life was designed to be caged, and your turn is now. Trust the balance and allow it to lead you to your true nature.


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Why a vegan diet is becoming more important for our survival.

Ignorance is bliss until our ignorance pays the price. Saving ourselves isn’t a crime, and changing our beliefs is simply waking up from the false education of the “sales” system. We worry about taking action on our diets initially, as it requires change and learning. Rather than focusing on what we have to lose, let’s focus on what we have to gain. I’m here to give a brief overview of why meat, dairy, and fish are no longer required. Once we have learned and felt the difference between what a plant-based diet offers, there’s no going back. The reason so many vegans are vocal about the plant-based lifestyle is that we care. We understand the great effect veganism has on the body and the planet, and we want others to understand it too. We want others to feel the great effects that living a vegan life has to offer. For those that require scientific-backed evidence, there are some documentaries at the end of this article that expose the meat, fish, and dairy industries and the deterrent effects of consumption.

Waking up to our diets means understanding that we don’t need meat to survive. Human bodies are naturally adapted to a plant-based diet. Animals eat the plants to gain nutrients, then humans eat the meat to absorb the second-hand nutrients the animals have digested. So, why do we eat animals for nutrients when we can get the nutrients from their source? The biggest lie that the meat industry spreads, which I even fell for, was that vitamin b12 can only be eaten by consuming animals and dairy. For those that don’t know, vitamin b12 is essentially bacteria from soil. Animals eat grass and soil, and the bacteria ingested is vitamin B12. However, animals themselves don’t consume vitamin B12 in the meat industry unless they are bred organically. How many of us buy organic dairy and meat? Animals are injected with vitamin B12 due to pesticides, chlorinated water, and health standards intervening. If plants and fruit were grown naturally without pesticides and tainted water, we could get vitamin B12 from the dirt on the food. Industries have just become obsessed with cleanliness to hide their own dirt. A lot of animals are injected with hormones, antibiotics, and unnatural chemicals just to meet food standards. So, we are filling our bodies with more than just meat. We are filling our bodies with second-hand nutrients, harmful chemicals, medications, and unnatural hormones. If humans were designed to eat fish, we would have been born in the ocean with gills and fins to help us hunt. Our greed and belief that we are the superior species that can consume or buy anything we like on this planet is not only destroying the planet, but it has created an imbalance in the food chain. Wildlife is starving because of human greed. Furthermore, scientists are pulling fish out of the water and finding a high level of class A drugs, plastics, radiation and hormones in their systems due to water pollution and human destruction. Anything that pollutes the water is absorbed by the fish we are consuming. The biggest causes of water pollution are plastics, microplastics, and synthetics.

For those that understand energy and vibrations, foods vibrate at different levels. Meat vibrates at low levels compared to fruit and vegetables, which vibrate at higher levels. Everything we eat is an energy and cellular exchange, so we are what we eat. If we replace our high-vibrational energy and cells in the long term, with lower vibrational energy and cells, it’s going to suppress, depress and make us ill. When our awareness and vibrations increase, our bodies will generally start moving towards the foods that match our vibrations. As our awareness and compassion for our life grows, we may naturally gravitate toward fruits and vegetables.

If you would like to understand the lies surrounding the meat, fish, and dairy industries and how they are killing the population and the planet, then there are a number of beneficial shows on Netflix that have scientific studies and backed-up evidence to illuminate the lies.

Netflix shows 1- Game changers 2- What the health. 3- Cowspiracy 4- Seaspiracy 5- Kiss the ground.

I’ve spoken about what we are actually consuming. This is only the basics of the problem. It’s bigger than you and me. The damage caused by farming each year has a giant impact on climate change (human greed) and other species. The main reason why the information is not in the public domain is that the governments and industries behind the lies are too afraid to lose money, but most importantly, their egos are afraid to admit they were wrong. Years ago, the tobacco industry bragged about how beneficial tobacco products were until the truth came out. This is what’s happening in today’s world with meat and dairy. The truth is being revealed. The balance of our own bodies and the planet lies in our actions. When we consume more than what’s required or consume something that isn’t required, it creates an imbalance elsewhere. In this case, the imbalance is all around us in the world, and for some of us, the imbalance is in our bodies. We need to ask ourselves the question. Suppose we had to go out and hunt for our own food. Could we? Or is it the convenience of someone slaughtering on our behalf that allows us to consume meat? Where’s the fairness in that? There is a wide community of vegans that can help newcomers adjust. The greatest myth about veganism is that everything tastes bland. We are opening our palettes to a whole range of new and incredible flavours and tastes. Our shopping bills and chances of illness will decrease massively. We need to educate ourselves on the new knowledge that has arisen. If we had all the information, then we could make a clear judgement on what is best for us. Don’t wait for the governments and news to educate you. They won’t risk the hole in their pockets. Get ahead of the game and embrace change, because one day the effects will be like the effects of smoking. They were once hailed as being good for us until people woke up.

“It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is most adaptable to change.”

Charles Darwin 1809 – 1882

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Consumerism is the virus

Consumerism is the virus:

Right now, at this very moment. Quiet your mind, connect to the present moment, and ask yourself; What do you need in this moment to fulfil yourself? Did you think ahead? When we are present in the moment, we require nothing. We have everything we need. We have a body to experience the moment, oxygen in our lungs, love around us and inside us. Food in our stomach? So why do we need more?

The main reason is that along the way, we lost our connection to nature and the presence that surrounds us. The reason why? We didn’t know any different. When we are young, our minds are led by society and become programmed to live a certain way to be accepted. Seeing past the illusion of life helps us become our true selves. The system has misled the world into believing that we need to consume to fulfil us because it will make us happier or because everyone else has it “the trend” or “the norm”. Instead, it created a void inside us, a false identity. This false identity led us away from our true nature. Instead of creating an advanced world, we ended up with divisions, negativity, and a false illusion of what life should be. When we over consume and take what we don’t need, not only does this create an imbalance in the world, it also creates an imbalance in ourselves. We have been programmed by marketing, sales, and ads every day to consume more. Why? Because the system is reliant on us and expects us to reciprocate. When we feed that consumption, we teach our minds and bodies that when we are feeling down, we should feed it with, food, drugs, work, money, soulmates, sex, stimulants, technology, drink, amazon packages, medications, knowledge, and many more Why? Because it lifts us in that moment and provides us with a temporary elevated sense of worth, purpose, or satisfaction and because this is what we’ve been programmed to do. We live in a society of avoidance and greed. We do it guilt free because ignorance is bliss and everyone else does it right? This desire to consume creates a separation from others, ourselves and nature. We end up destroying acres of lands and oceans with consumption. We end up competing for more, sacrificing for more, risking more and losing more of ourselves and our true identity to the hunger, and in the end, the void inside us and the system that feeds the voids will never be satisfied. In the end, nature pays the cost, and that cost will swing back around. We have been given too much choice and access to natures resources without calculating the consequences. There are millions of species across this planet. One species should not take the priority over the rest. We all have an equal purpose on this planet to supply the planet with all that it needs and the planet will supply us with all our needs. Why is our effort going into supplying the system with all that it needs? It doesn’t supply anything for us. The planet does.

The greatest antidote is becoming aware of our own consumption, self-medicating habits, awareness of the methods the system uses to increase spending, awareness of the ads and marketing misleading our subconscious, awareness of the impact of the imbalance on the planet, especially when we take into account the billions of humans consuming. Awareness of what we actually need to make it through the day opposed to taking what we want. Awareness of the methods we use to justify the need to “medicate the negativity”.

More is having less in life. It’s waking up from a false system. We don’t fill the void, we heal it by removing the need to feed it. We simplify our life choices and priorities to what is actually important. Sometimes we can’t avoid money. However, we learn not to depend on it. When we realise our true nature and the nature of the planet, money becomes worthless. Depending on our situation, we may require it to provide for our families and to pay the bills. However, the problem of consumption comes into play when we are providing ourselves and our families with the latest technology, fashion, cars, entertainment, instead of stretching and recycling what we already have. Looking at sustainable ways to provide your needs will help bring out your creativity and true resourcefulness. If your excuse is that you don’t have the time or energy? Then the system is taking more from you than you know. How much more will you give?

To understand how much you consume, question yourself: How much do we really take in life? How much do we take from others? How much do we take from nature? How much do we buy? Is what we buy sustainable? How much do we give back to others and the planet? How much does the system take from us and nature? How much does the system give back to us and nature? How much does the system take for itself? When was the last time I fed a hungry person? Would I want help if was in need?

We change the planet by becoming the change. We can’t expect to wait for the system to teach us to change. Whilst the system earns money, there will never be change because the ‘economy’ is the greatest delusion fabricated. It’s time we moved away from selfish into selflessness. There is an invisible energy that connects all life, so you are never truly alone. When we change, a shift begins in that energy. Everyday, more people are stepping away from this outdated system of greed and are becoming the change. Why? Because we actually see what is going on in the world. We feel the change and we are no longer part of the illusion and divide. We are part of the solution and we choose healing. Healing of ourselves, others and the planet. We evolve together and prioritise what is most important: the planet and ALL life on it.


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Spectrum of dreams

In a land of dreams
Time doesn’t bend,
Crossing dimensions
Chasing worlds end.
Follow the secret garden
Down into an abyss,
The silence dissolves
Into the noise you miss.
Through deathly hollows
In-between the gargoyles,
You’ll find the doorways
To a realm of royals.
Go beyond existence
The moon is possessed,
In an open garden
Where the comets rest.
Follow the spectrum
Into the night sky,
Merge with the dimensions
Hidden behind the eye.


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Time for a treat..

Lets straighten things out
On crispy white sheets,
It’s been a long time coming
We’re in need of a treat.
Draw the curtains
We’ll be here for weeks,
Learning each others bodies
And the way they speak.
Don’t hold back
Lock the door,
My body screams for you,
I’m in need of more.
Like two magnets,
We face the attraction
Drawing each other closer
For immense satisfaction.


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Earth is my home

My home is a beautiful planet called Earth

from the warmth of nature

to the cold brisk of the morning frost,

home is a lifetime of memories

that Earth provides me without a cost.

Home is the grass swaying in the meadows

and the gravity grounding me to every moment

with an open garden to explore,

my home is a sacred treasure

and the secrets are embedded in my core.

Home is my family of millions of species

from the slithering snakes

to the buzzing bees,

home is a miracle I call life

which whispers to me through the oceans & trees.

A house is a place I treat with utter care

from the décor and the cleaning

with walls and structures, I protect

All provided to me by the very Earth

I water with my gratitude & respect.

My home isn’t a place or a person

it’s a miracle called Earth

a blessing that provides all my needs

with soil filled with unconditional love

it’s a home planted into every seed.


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Depression became my teacher.

Depression taught me that I didn’t actually want to die. I love this World, all the trees, flowers and animals. But I wanted to escape the system and the situation I was trapped in. The only way I could was changing my mind frame and the way I see this World. Now I live for all the animals, trees, oceans, skies, because this world is more beautiful and important than anything and it needs people to care. We just need to learn to connect to something that is real and natural. Our relationship with this World, nature and the universe are real. The interconnectedness of life is always there and regardless how alone we may feel at times, we are never truly alone. The system and society we live in is false and that’s what your mind is escaping from. Our minds, body, emotions and spirit know the raw nature of ourselves and it’s trying to teach us. If you are in a state of depression, please don’t let it defeat you. Listen to yourself and ask yourself what do you need? What situation are you actually escaping from? Appreciate what you do have, rather than what you don’t have. Simplify life and your basic requirements for living. This world needs you. Find that positivity in yourself and if you need help remember you are never truly alone. Every one of us is connected by an invisible force driving us to become the best version of ourselves. Sometimes it just takes a deep breath and courage to take a step forward and eventually you’ll learn how to run again. Connect to something real. This world won’t give up on us so please don’t give up on yourself. You’ve got this.


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What is shadow work?

Shadow work

What is the ego?

Firstly, what is our shadow? When we look up at the night sky, we see both the space and energy of the sun, stars, planets, matter, etc., all working together in perfect harmony and balance. There is no separation. The separation we feel from the world and the universe is because of our shadow self, our ego ‘false self’, the conditioning of the mind, and negativity. The ego represents our false identity and everything we associate with “self”. A false version of existence which has been taught to us ever since childhood. The process of shadow work is delving into the ego that fills the space and removing the layers. The ego prevents us from becoming selfless beings. All creatures are designed to provide a purpose to each other, earth and the universe, the ego prevents this by being self rather than selfless. The universe doesn’t revolve our personal desires or dramas. It pushes us to transcend beyond ‘me me me’ and join the oneness and balance of all. No animal has ego nor does it need it to survive. Having faith in your being and the universe will guide you to becoming self less and connected to all

What is shadow work?

Shadow work teaches us to accept and leave behind in our lives the negativity which no longer serves us, such as: evil, hate, anger, violence, drama, ego, fear, labels, stereotypes, and the conditioning of the system. It no longer serves us as we are evolving beyond this 3D reality and connecting to our true selves and the planet (Selfless beings connected to all). You set the pace and the path. No two journeys are the same, so don’t worry if someone is doing it differently. Trust yourself and your gut. Your being will not throw you into the deep end. It will take you through healing on the level you are able to understand. There is no one else in your shadow except yourself. It’s your view of yourself and everything around you. When we look at everything around us, we don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are.

The process of shadow work is called SELF-REFLECTION. We dig into the parts of ourselves that are unhealed, such as negative emotions, traumas, reactions, relationships, presence and our outer ego and how it affects ourselves and others in our everyday lives.Why do we do shadow work?We heal these aspects of our being because they no longer serve or align with our higher state of being, the person we’re becoming or the person we want to be. To simplify it further, we are evolving. To heal, we must face why they were inside us to begin with. You’ll go through many emotions, but you’ll feel lighter and lighter the more you leave your shadow behind. To allow light to enter and grow, we must make space. Although it may not feel like it at times, shadow work is an extremely rewarding process. Shadow work is a process we do individually. However, you are not alone. There are many people on this planet going through the same process and we all arrive at the same place. The universal life force energy is with you and we all arrive at the same place. In balance and oneness.

Shadow work: The methods:

Meditation is probably the best. Or for a beginner, mirror work. Look through a mirror. First ask yourself what the person in the mirror needs. A hug, a friendly smile, love, cheering up? What you need generally shows the areas that need improvement. Then have a look at your negative reactions and presence in life. Are you short-tempered? Do you have jealously in you? Are you selfish? Why are you easily angered, etc.? What are the triggers?? And keep digging deeper with the questions until you get to the root of the cause and find closure. That’s how we heal. We bring all the negative and unhealed parts of ourselves to the surface and process them through emotions. Practising becoming present during meditation Is the most popular method of shadow work. Quiet your mind, be still and don’t think or feel anything, just be. Your subconscious will feed you what needs healing. When you become aware of something such as; thoughts, sounds, visuals, feelings. Just observe them without reacting. Write them down and ask yourself why that thought, what needs healing here. What am I telling myself?. Don’t spend days working it out. The answer may come to you in a dream or you may just randomly work it out. This will also help increase your intuition and strengthen your inner voice as you are working with presence. Some people may choose to go into awareness during meditation. This will feel like you’re going into a lucid daydream or fantasy. You create and control the narrative. It’s also been called astral projection. Be careful using this method as it can become addictive and a method of escape. It can also cause an overactive sacral and third eye chakra. Remember moderation and balance during your journey.

There may be past experiences in life such as abuse, violence, childhood trauma and relationships which involved another and will be a similar process. If another person, such as a parent or an ex-lover, was involved? The answer is easy. Do not read into their negativity. You are not responsible for another’s actions. Their negativity is no longer your negativity. Their actions are not your burden to carry. Just focus on the closure and healing you need to leave the experience behind. Forgiving the person is hard. However, forgiveness is the greatest way to heal from another’s actions. If we continue blaming, hating, and reliving the experience, then those emotions will always be present in us. Forgiving someone is forgiving the unhealed parts of that person. If they ever enter into shadow work, they too will need to relive their actions. That itself deserves forgiveness for them and yourself to move forward.

After you’ve faced a negative part of yourself. Go for a positive, such as happiness, and find the things that make you happy. It helps to keep us balanced throughout the process. It also teaches us the importance of balance, self-love and self-care until we leave self behind. We don’t leave positive emotions behind. We wouldn’t want anyone taking our happiness away. So why would we take it away from ourselves? We all love positivity such as happiness, love, peace, kindness, etc. It helps us see through new eyes. We just remove the negativity that blocks our positive perceptions of ourselves and the world.

When we enter a negative part of ourselves, we tend to look back through our lives. It’s important to not become fixated with the past. The more negatives you leave behind, the more you ascend beyond duality. The world will look less fearful and more beautiful. It will help you become more present in the moment. We change the world by changing our perspective first. Therefore, changing the way we feel, see and treat the world. It’s easy to become drawn into shadow work and aligning with our higher self. However, living every day to the fullest is equally important. Our consciousness, body, spirit (energy) and subconscious play a vital role in balancing us in our lives.

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Inhale me

Feel the curves

Of my existence,

Exhale my name

In anticipation,

Taste me

Without any resistance,

Use your tongue

To talk to my flesh,

Conquer me

With your seduction,

Break me down

Into a molecule

absorb all of me,

Be the poetry

To my blank page.


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Harmony- Short story

I lay across this gnarled branch, spilling my secrets to the tree’s wisdom. The warmth of the atmosphere blankets me with a gentle touch. I whisper into the oak my sweet melodies of life as we build an unbreakable connection as children of this land. The tales of happiness spread throughout the forest. With the giggles of flowers echoing into the air. The bark nurtures the child in me as my laughter radiates to the fluffy clouds. The soil shivers from the grounds caress as the leaves dance in the distant winds. The day draws to a close with the last goodbyes of the day’s warmth is replaced by the approaching brisk of the night. The sun prints today’s goodbye into the sky, painting the horizon with a rainbow of lullabies. My eyes beam with gratitude and the innocence in my breath gasps a moment in silence. Mushrooms release their final spores in appreciation as the touch of dawn kisses our passionate skins. Bats awaken in excitement to pull at the approaching moon. For the time being, I will climb down from my moment in heaven and bid farewell. A warmth of love shivers through my core. It’s an unconditional love, a sacred love, a final spur of wisdom from my old friend. about how connected we all are. We share the same secrets. The same beautiful moments. The nurturing energy of the beaming sun and the protection of the mysterious moon. We live in-between, sharing the true intimacy of the Earth. A glimmering tear rolls down my cheek. I wipe it and leave it on the tree as a mark of our infinite friendship. Together we shared many lifelong memories and emotions today, and tomorrow we’ll share them all again.  


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The human body is a miracle

With healing magic within,

The chakras are just as important

As our eyes and skin.

It starts with discovery

Of deep meditations,

We learn more about ourselves

And the human foundations.

We should have been taught

From early childhood,

Of the power of connection

To generate a world of good.

Consciousness is awakening

The more we are understanding,

Ancient knowledge is inside us

A grand scale of evolution is returning.

The light is switched on

Unconditional love is spreading,

More contagious than a virus

A new era is forming.

We shape our reality

Through the dimensions,

Earth is our home

And healing is our intention.

The universe is ingeniously designed

We’re embedded in the architecture,

We’ve been given the tools

It’s time for us to paint the picture.

Nothing is separate

Everything is connected,

Our lives are the blueprint

Of a universe perfected.


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Don’t worry my child

Everything heals within time,

It may take patience

And a little rhyme.

From a shattered heart

To a lost mind,

Nothing is ever permanent

We can leave it behind.

Sometimes it takes courage

To move along,

Dance the rhythm of life

Through the magic of song.

You are the light

At the end of your tunnel,

It can be sparked with a smile

Or even a cuddle.

Hold on for today

Tomorrow will be better,

You can take on any storm

And change the weather.

You are brave

And beautifully designed

Praise how far you’ve come

Take a breath and unwind.


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Sound and vibrations
The force of resonance waves,
Connect our past, present & future
In this spectacular age.
When an event is profound
It can shock us to our core,
The waves are felt through timelines
And open up conscious doors.
The event may not have happened
It’s connected to our intuition
We feel something in our senses
Part of our extrasensory cognition.
The natural connection of humans
Is to the universe & planet,
Strip away anything systematic
Connect to Earth’s enchantment.
At some point in our lives
We all felt that we were born for more,
The secrets were never hidden
They are embedded in your core.
Everything is evolving
We’re all becoming more aware,
Journeying onto our authentic paths
Welcome to the age of repair.


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I’m filled with balance
And unconditional love,
With gratitude for Earth
And the sky up above.
The night sky lights
My mind with wonders,
As the stars radiate
The universes colours.
I appreciate all I have
I’ll never need more,
My body is healthy
My mind is an open door.
The key to happiness
Is the way we think,
Positive thoughts help us rise
Negative thoughts help us sink.
Self-love is a powerful tool
It connects us to how we feel,
Take time out for yourself
Use your energy to heal.
There is an unconditional love
Earth gives us everyday,
Be thankful for nature
Allow love to light the way.


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Colour is linked to my emotions
It is my second heartbeat,
The ink feels like passion
The shades taste bittersweet.
Merging with my eyes
Connecting to my veins,
The pigments ignite my blood
The spectrums numb the pain.
Colour speaks my language
Through a palette deep inside,
Mixing saturations of glitter
Exploding when paints collide.
The rainbow that is me
Is captured by the light,
With a kaleidoscope of colour
I am more than black and white.
Iridescence is the abyss of my soul
Mixed with the hues of time,
Highlighting the dark corners
In a chroma of endless rhymes.


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Stag doodle


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The labyrinth

I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?

I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see, I panic & shout
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.

I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going to lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.

Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear
I’ll obtain a key to open this door
With the courage to slay a Minotaur.

Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
No time to think, the roars get closer
I stumble & fall, “shit”
Into the Minotaurs enclosure.

I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up, I feel its stare
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.

Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’ve to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.


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Intellectual orgasm

Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
With a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.


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Beyond twlight

I’m a rouge star dancing
In the specks of dust,
Weaving a vortex
Of cosmic lust.
Spectrums of color
Shape into vibrant streams,
Molding particles of glitter
Into artistic dreams.
A nectar of magic merges
With my ember of hope,
Forming a single moment
Through a kaleidoscope.
Golden rivers dissolve
Into angelic wings,
Showering the planets
In a blanket of rings.
The Universe beams
Radiating lights,
As shades of wonder
Expose the night.
Rainbows of hope fuse
With the stratosphere,
leaving their mark
As my star engineer.
The echoes wave
Into the twilight hours,
As the Sun whispers
Goodnight my flowers.


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I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.


via Stardust

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The Labyrinth (5D)

I close my eyes & lucid dream
Only to ascend into golden streams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
So many spirals, how did this happen?

I drift around in all this awe
With hidden knowledge, I can’t ignore
Removing the blocks, lifting the veil
Holy fuck ‘we are the Holy grail’

This nothingness is a lot to apprehend
My mind explodes as I transcend,
Euphoria grabs hold & I’m not going to lie
I’m in sync with all, I can almost fly.

Frequency surges and codes appears
Spreading the light, everything is clear
We’ll share our love to open this door
And face a beauty like never before.

Never wished to become a teacher
With ‘love & balance’ to every creature
Open your mind & escape this World
Lose the ego, and then rebuild.

At one with all, I’m fully aware
Consciousness has stripped me bare,
I lost my mind somewhere in Space
The Universe exposed my truest face.

With a system drilled into our heads
Designed to keep the mind fed,
We’re to break away and finally be free
It’s time to awaken, you are the key.


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Soul engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.

via Soul engineer

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Perfect imperfection

I’m not perfect
Just perfectly flawed,
With broken edges
That are curved & broad.
I’ve been ripped apart
Only to be stitched,
Sewn with resilience
And a little added bitch.
I’m a cocktail of disaster
A messed up recipe,
With a teaspoon of spice
And a dash of profanity.
I’m a hurricane
So beautiful to view,
Just not a storm
To get sucked into.
With a life forged
Full of transformation
I became perfect
A perfect imperfection


via Perfect imperfection.

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Colours can bleed
Colours can cry,
They fade away
But they never die.
There’s dark & light
Purple or golden,
Associated with life
& different emotion.
Choose a colour
To match your soul,
Would it be vibrant
Or as black as coal?
Mix the colours
That others will see,
Show them the spectrum
Of what you can be.


via Spectrum

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Shape Of Growth

I followed my dreams
They led me to you,
Over the dark forest
Beyond the castle view.
When I asked for a sign
It spelled out my name,
Burning into my mind
Like fire to a flame.
When I searched for love
I was handed a mirror,
I needed to love myself
To see things clearer.
When I chased freedom
I lost touch with reality,
Shaping myself was vital
Discovery was the key.
The answers appeared
Knowledge had to be earned.
I found myself embedded
In the lessons I had learned.


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Soul letter

The alphabet fluctuates
From letters to emotion,
As we embed our passions
On pages forever frozen.
We string text together
And give it a meaning,
Then we open our souls
To a dictionary of feelings.
Rhymes become inked
With broken hearts,
For the bleeding poetry
To be called art.
Words become characters
As we make them whole,
We fill letters with ideas
And words with soul.


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I cast my eyes
Beneath the veil,
And witnessed the truth
Of the forbidden grail.
Travelling through time
On a magical carpet ride,
Watching the Planets form
And the asteroids collide.
Like Alice in wonderland
My sanity has ended,
As I escaped this realm
With a soul transcended.


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We prepare ourselves
For our next life,
With tests and trials
That we barely survive.
Our kindness & warmth
Is to lead the way,
And open the gates
To a brand new day.
Consciousness awakes
Through darkness & light,
But we can’t be afraid
By the creaks in the night.
This Planet is a gift
We should never ignore,
It leads us down a path
Of conscious doors.
When your mind opens
Your eyes will follow,
Don’t be lost in a world
That became so shallow.
Balance is the key
As we stand in the middle,
Decrypting the code
Of the Universe’s riddle.



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Reality is beautifully unique
A complicated suprise,
No star looks the same
Through different eyes.
We walk down our paths
Hand in hand my friend,
Taking different journeys
We’ll all meet in the end.
What is this word ‘normal’
They try & force us to be,
How can we all be the same
In these individual realities.
We are written into one story
Living in seperate stages,
Disconnected by perspective
But connected by the pages.


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I’ve fallen through worlds
That are in my mind,
Landed on earth
With a purpose to find.
Layers of mistake
Masked in smiles,
I fell for a world
That put me on trial.
So many storms
Where do I start?
Lightening & thunder
Appeared in my heart.
Like the planet
Thoughts orbit around,
Yet gravity forbids me
To leave this ground.


via Orbiting

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First attempt drawing anime. 🙂


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Lotus Flower

A recent doodle to share with you all.


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Junk Art


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Born into a land
Forgotten by time,
Days are nights
The stars don’t align.
Fell out of sync
Into another zone,
A place abandoned
Which I call my home.
I’m ahead of myself
Or I was left behind,
Orbiting the outside
Of my very mind.
Days become years
Decades are legends,
Minutes are hours
Forever is a second.


via Sync

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Mind fuck

I’ll play the lead
In your dirty book,
Feel the sensation
Off this mind fuck.
You can see me here
Inbetween the lines,
I’m behind the cover
On page sixty nine.
Read each verse
To feel me within,
This isn’t a love story
It’s a book of sin.
I will tease you
On every cliffhanger,
Strip me bare
In every chapter.
You’ll lick your lips
When you read,
Because ‘I want’
becomes ‘I need’


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Heart of time

Let’s dance together
One last night,
I’ll follow your rhythm
As you hold me tight.
I’ll take in your scent
As I feel you breathe,
We’ll sway into the night
Before I have to leave.
Our hearts will beat
In tune together,
When souls merge
We’ll dance forever.
If we don’t meet again
That would be fine,
Memories will freeze
In the heart of time.

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I am very similar
To my porcelain skin,
Smooth on the surface
Yet hollow within.
If you look closely
You can trace the tracks,
Of this worn exterior
That has started to crack.
I’m strong & sturdy
Yet a fragile little thing,
My strength is carried
On my broken wings.
Just one last drop
I will fail to exist,
As history will scatter
Into a porcelain mist.


via Porcelain

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending
Would you be there,
I’d be standing on a roof
Shooting a flare.
Would you race by my side
To wipe away the tears,
Holding me in your arms
As we faced our final fears.
When we take our last breaths
Could you look me in the eye,
Tell me everything would be okay
Knowing our dreams would die,
Tomorrow will be ashes
Yesterday would be gone,
No more walks on the beach
Or dusk until dawns.
But in our final moments
I know that I will be okay,
As you’d be there beside me
Which no force could take away.


via The final chapter…

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Black snow

As I stand here
On this empty street,
Black snow falls
It’s a sign of defeat.
There is no hope
I can’t see any flares,
This feels like hatred
It looks like despair.
Flakes land on me
They drip with pain,
From ashes to blood
Leaving their stain.
The fantasy we’ve lived
Drowns into insanity,
As this darkness steals
The last pieces of humanity.


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Hells Heavens

Shoot me down
With bows & arrows,
My ghosts will rise
To haunt your shadows.
Fire your cannons
Release your weapons,
Witness the day I open
All hells heavens.
Beware if you curse me
With your deadly plagues,
This queen of hearts
Is also the queen of spades.
I have flames inside me
With a lethal spark,
I’ve walked through hell
I’m not afraid of the dark.
Deafen me with thunder
Hit me with lightening,
This one women army
Isn’t afraid of dying.


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Bored specimen

I don’t feel pleased
Or even desired,
There’s no passion
I am not inspired
I need excitement
The rush of adrenaline,
I am nothing more
Than a bored specimen.
As the world ticks
And steals my tocks,
I’m swimming in a sea
With a pocket of rocks.
This is my addiction
With veins of greed,
Give me an adventure
I need to feed.


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I’m writing my life
On a Celestial page,
Where time doesn’t exist
It’s just an illusion of age.
There is an in-between
I fell through the gap,
I asked the abyss to help
And it led me into a trap.
There’s silence in sound here
Black and white in colour,
The spectrums merge
With dimensions to discover.
The chronicle of events
I stand here touching,
And it all makes sense
Life equates to nothing.


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Beautiful sickness

Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.

– K

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A couple of pictures I’ve taken of the sunsets recently with added filters.

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I drift away into
Arcadian dreams,
Where castles await
The kings and queens.
Many species
Have settled here,
& within a blink of an eye
They all appear.
Through elvish lands
Are celestial teachers
Spreading wisdom
To all the creatures.
As valerians protect
And Valkyries preserve,
There’s a balance of respect
Every Planet deserves


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Bottomless pit

I saw the colours
The spectrum In your eyes,
And I painted them red
As red as the burning skies.
I witnessed the light
Shining through your soul,
I painted it black
As black as coal.
I felt the goodness
In your heart,
I shunned it away
As the darkest art.
I touched the pain
In your tears,
I ignored the voices
Screaming through my ears.
I carried the burden
You carried around,
I turned it into lightening
Striking the ground.
I felt you die
A thousand times,
You felt me fall
Inbetween the lines.
We observed the world
Breakout into plagues
And our souls drowned
Into an abyss of shades.


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My life is cursed
Or am I the cure,
My body aches
For so much more.
Was I created
By mistake,
Is there a sign
Or a path to take.
Is anyone else there?
Or I am too blind,
Living in Braille
With colour to find.
I might be lost
Or am I home,
Nothing is certain
When you ache alone.


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The pieces are there
To merge together,
I’m caged in puzzles
Which take forever.
The symbols appear
As I cross dimensions,
Chasing my insanity
With lots of questions.
There are worlds here
Masked in disguise,
It’s the world we live
That’s masked in lies.
I am losing myself
The deeper I roam,
Yet the closer I crawl
The more It feels like home.


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Spectrum of dreams

In a land of dreams
Time doesn’t bend,
Crossing dimensions
Chasing worlds end.
Follow the secret garden
Down into an abyss,
The silence dissolves
Into the noise you miss.
Through deathly hollows
In-between the gargoyles,
You’ll find the doorways
To a realm of Royals.
Go beyond existence
The moon is possessed,
In an open garden
Where the comets rest.
Follow the spectrum
Into the fading sky,
Merge with the dimensions
Hidden behind the eye.


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A banshee sings
The fairies fly,
A oracle holds
The eye to the sky.
A goblin steals
A witch casts,
The muse influences
All of our paths.
The ogres scare
A queen conquers,
Under the bed
Lies the monsters.
As magic soars
And valerians fly,
Humanity drains
As imagination dies.


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I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pores,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And my promise of forever.


via Everlasting

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I’m the girl,
That falls
In love,
Every night.
Looking up,
After the stars,
Captivated by the
Falling in love,
With everything
Yet everything,



via Infatuation…

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Would you kiss my lips,
If they are bleeding pain?
Would you wipe away acid,
If my tears leaked with shame?
Would you hold me close,
If my heart fired ice?
Would you carry me home,
If I fled from this life?
Would you chase me into storms,
Just to battle my thunder?
Would you hold me in your arms
To give me shelter to hide under?
Would you love me in reality
Could anyone ever love me,
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Soul Engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.


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Pandora’s box

I dreamt I was searching
For Pandora’s box,
Buried in an abyss
Of darkness and rocks.
Whilst searching
I was tortured by pain,
Of a thousand souls
Hell couldn’t contain.
But in all this torture
I was approached by hope,
It was anchored to my life
And I was the rope.
After the tests and trials
I stumbled on a cave,
Were the box was open
& the world was its slave.


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I’m a pirate of life
Aching for treasure,
Feeling the freedom
Is what I pleasure.
I’m a pirate on land
Not one with the sea,
I’m following a compass
To find a part of me.
I’ll sail in my depths
To find caves hidden,
Whilst I test the current
Of a land forbidden.
I’m free with myself
But not the ocean around,
I’m searching for treasure
On this hollow ground.


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The Darkest Fairytale

The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.


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Universes apart.

Oh darling, we have always lived on the same Planet, we have just lived different realities in separate worlds.


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